last day in freshman year

woaa woaaa gue pikir udah lama juga ya gue ga nulis blog sebenernya skrg gue bener2 lg lemes karena lg masa penyembuhan dari panas tinggi nih jeaa ehehe doain ga dbd yooo,hoo iya kenapa gue maksain buat nulis blog ini pdhl gue masih sakit? alesannya karenaaaa akhirnya ANGKATAN GUE NAIK KELAS SEMUA 100% looh jeaaa ehehe goodbye freshman year and say hello to new year :3,aah tp sayangnya hari ini gue gabisa masuk kesekolah gara2 demam hoaa suram suram.

dan alhamdullillah hampir semuanya masuk kejurusan yg mereka mau hehe contohnya dika,icung,chika,puri,cindy,vina,manda mereka yg dikelas kerjaanya ngomongin ipaaaaaa melulu akhirnya bener2 masuk ipa hehe congrats yeaa you guys hehe oh iya afila yg tadinya mau masuk ipa akhirnya jd ips tp ternyata dia malah lebih seneng di ipa loh jd bingung gue ckck.

yaah tp sayangnya si nindy blm bisa masuk ipa nih tp gue tau sebenernya dia bisa tp dengan obrolan yg panjang sama nyokapnya sama pak tris akhirnya dia milih buat masuk ips tp gue yakin ko itu emang yg paling bagus buat dia hehehe, hoaaa ngomong2 gue bakal kangen nih sama X1 apa lg yg ntar bakal masuk ipa soalnya kt bener2 gamungkin bakal sekelas kan huhu.
dipikir2 sedih juga ya ntar ga ada lg deh bawelnya icung,cablaknya puri,curhatnya cindy,nasehatnya dika,lawakannya chika,banyolannya vina sama omelannya manda.

emang bener ya kata orang 'you dont know how much they're mean until they're gone' huahuaha kesannya agak lebih emang tp mungkin dulu gue selalu mikir kalo gue tuh suram dikelas,tp kalo dipikir2 gue jg gamau pisah sama temen yg udah susah kita dapetin selama 1 tahun ini kan. haduuuh gue bingung nih mau tulis apa lg sumpah pala masih puyeng gini rasanya ckckck yaudahlah segini dulu ye blog hari ini hahah suram ah.
oiya sekali lg biarpun misah2 gini jangan pernah ljpain temen lama yaa ehehehe ntar kita masih bakal tetep ngumpul bareng sama main bareng dong hehe amiiiin.

uka hyed nesob

so tomorrow is the BIG DAY yeah we're gonna have final semester test,im a bit nervous now because first of all i really dont know about geography,second i dont prepare enough for religion test and third im too lazy to go to school tomorrow uuugh god please help me to work this out huhu-_______-
oh yeah so today i woke up early because ka irin my private teacher will go to my house,unfortunately i have my 'periode' today so..eeer im to lazy to bath and i decided to eat "ayam goreng,nasi dan sambel" after that i eat(again) "kebab",suddenly my phone ringing,icung ask me about geo,few minutes later my phone ringing again,nindy ask me about geo and biology,several hours later my phone(then again)ringing,chika gossiping about 'tabir'.
1 hours later ka irin came,we made geography resume for tomorrow but still i didn't know what it means.
i really dont feel to study today,i just want to eat,eat and eat maybe it's because of my 'periode'...oh yeah lately i become addicted to movie again especially desperated housewife yeah i really like that series(kayak emak2 emang)so today im searching something about desperated housewife series,and i just know that the episode had reach 6 season uuugh i miss many episode-.-

because i dont know what im gonna write again..so im gonna tell you about my big three of my goal now :
1.naik kelas dengan nilai yang bagus
2.masuk ips yang kelasnya enak
3.punya ndsi
and then i can think about the other later
okay bye...



















hmmmmm but if you want to know about my hope...
yeah just say...i really want to meet my 'prince'
you know who right?

selasa,26 mei 2009

hari ini lg males banget ngapa-ngapain jadi ganiat buat blognya tapi gatau kenapa rasanya pengen nulis blog ini,makanya sekarang pake bahasa indonesia akhirnya(sebenernya karena males ngetranslate2 lagi lewat google translator huahauhaua(ketauan deh akhirnya-.-))jeaaa ahaha.
yooo jadi hari ini gue bangun lebih pagi dari biasanaya karena kemaren gue lupa ngesave tugas bp jadi pagi2 gue baru mindahin ke usb,terus kyk pagi biasa gue nunggu nindy di mobil sambil nonton insert sama was-was jeaaa ehehe.
nah nyampe2 kesekolah ini nih itu dia another bad day lagi-.- buuuh hari itu semuanya lagi pada suram banget deh,ya wajar sih soalnya seharian itu kita ujian praktek 3 mata pelajaran ipa!(bio,kimia,fisika) ya pantes aja orang2 pada boyo semua ckck.

biologi : biasa aja sih yaa lumayan lah untung gue dapet crustacea jadi masih ngerti ehehe
kimia : cuma ngerti dikit tapi gara2 gurunya bu indra jadi bisa nyontek hehe ;p ampun buu
fisika : dasar si agus penipu ulung yang pelit! knp jg dia pake nyuruh nyatet2 segala tinggal fotocopy 1000 perak juga bisa-___- ya tapi buat ulangan prakteknya sih lumayan lah bisa nyontek sih ikikiki

hari ini di sekolah semua bawaanya marah maraaaah terus
dira: cung ini gimana caranya sih?
icung : gatau diiir gue belom ngertiii
dira : dik yang ini gimana caranya sih?
dika : (ga jawab sibuk berdiskusi sama icung)
dira : dik ini gimana caranyaaa?
dika : hah itu? gatau dir ehehe

(pergi ke tempat lain mau nyari yg udah ngerti)

dira : ciin ini gimana caranya sih?
cindy : ooh itu gini gini gitu gini gitu
dira : ooh gitu hmm iyaiya..
cindy : ngerti ga lo?
dira : hmm sebenernya ngga sih ehehe
cindy : ....

(ketempat icung sama dika lagi)

dira : cung udah ngerti belom?
icung : beloom diiir
dira : yaah ntar kalo lo dipanggil terus maju,terus disuruh ngerjain terus gimana dong?
icung : ya gatau ahahaha(ketawa pasrah)
dira : dik kalo yg in...(belom selese ngomong)
dika : gatau diiiiir
dira : ehehe iyaiya(ketakutan dan pergi)

(mau ketempat chika,puri,vina,afila nanya lagi)

dira : (jalan ketempat mereka,mau nanya kimia)
chika : (mulai ngeliat2 curiga ngerasa bakal ada mahluk yg mau ngeganggu)
puri : (cuek masih mikirin pelajaran)
afila : (ngeliatin judes dengan tampang2 licik)
dira : (balik ga jadi nanya,takut ditindas-.-)

(balik ketempat dika sama icung)

dira : (mulai mau mendekati dengan tampang suram2 gaenak)
dika : (bisik2 sama icung) (kayaknya sih ngomong "nih ntar lagi nanya lagi nih cung")
icung : kenapa diiir? (dengan suara sok imut)
dira : yang ini gimana sih cung?
icung,dika : gatauuu diraaaaaaaaaa(licik padahal mereka udh tau gue bakal nanya itu-.-)

(ketempat cindy lagi)

dira : cin yang ini gimana
cindy : (akhirnya cindypun ngejelasin dengan sabar lagi ahuahuahua)
dira : oooh iyaiya ngerti(akhirnya)
manda : dir lo udah hapalin belom?
dira : udah man akhirnya huehehehehe
manda : ooh iya coba gue liat yang mana?
dira : yang ini kan maaan
manda : ....(diem sejenak ga tega ngomong) tapi bukan yang ini dir
dira : (suram)

pokonya akhirnya gue gajadi belajar dan ngebuat contekan jeaaa ahuahua

hoo iya trs abis pelajaran fisika gue,icung sama dika cabut eng plus keruang bp buat ngadem sambil gosip bentar tapi gara2 bu desi dateng jadinya kita pindah ke ruang mandarin buat lanjutin gosip lagi pas disana "kaka pea jeaa" tiba2 masuk dengan tampang cengo abis itu keluar lagi.
terus akhirnya jam pulang gue sama icung nebeng adrini hari ini gue ga nebeng nindy gue kira dia bakal lama soalnya hehe.
terus di mobil kita ngegosip(lagi) trs berdiskusi tentang makanan padang gara2 diskusi itu gue jadi ngidam bgt sama ayam pop trs niatnya sih pengen beli pas ngelewatin ntar.
abis icung turun gue sama adrini jemput adenya adrini dulu tapiii lagi2 gue harus nunggu adenya lagi buat keluar boaaa-.- padahal itu gue udh laper to the max banget itu huhuhu.

akhirnya dengan suram hati gue nunggu adenya adrini sambil dengerin adrini cerita(tapi sayangnya gue ga ngerti dia cerita apa soalnya perut gue terlalu laper)abis itu adenya adrinipun dateng,gue udah seneng dan bahagia bgt ga sabar mau beli ayam pop.
eh ternyata eh ternyata..ujan lebat pun dateng dan akhirnya gue gajadi beli-.-(mimpi indah 5 menit di mobil adrinipun hancur). jadinya karena ujannya gede banget "opung" nyuruh gue naik taksi nah tapi berhubung rasa napsu gue ga tertahankan lagi(bukan bukan sama supir taksinya),jadi gue suruh tuh tukang taksi buat ke sederhana bintaro..akhirnya gue beli ayam pop 2 biji sama kuah gule disana hmoahahahahhaha!

nah begonya gue padahal kalo gue ga beli ayam pop dulu gue cuma bayar 15000 doang buat taksinya,tapi karena nunggu lagi jadi gue mesti bayar 25000 deh ckck untung aja ada uang hutangan marcel tadi ahuahuahua.
nyampe dirumah gue ganti baju,ngambil nasi sama ayam pop yang tadi,ke kamar nyalain ac minum jus jeruk,terus nonton dvd desperated housewife haaaaah indahnya duniaa jeaa.
akhirnya keindahan dunia itu pun terpecah karena tiba2 ada tlp dari chika masuk hoaa dia telfon ke no atas lagi-.- capeeeek. abis chika ngomong2 bentar karna gue org yg sangat pemalas bahkan utk kebawah sekalipun jadinya gue ga jd lanjutin acara nonton * makan2 yg td.
dan akhirnya lanjutin tugas b.ind trs gue ol afila nyapa "blablablabal" nindy nyapa "ablablabalbal" aditr nyapa "zzzzzzzzzzz".
trs akhirnya gue selese ngerjain dan tiba2 pengen buat blog ini! udah deh!
dadaaa gue mau lanjutin nonton desperated housewife dulu yaaa jeaa ahuahuahua


bener2 blog yang sangat ga penting

Mr.Wilson

yeaaaah so last wednesday im going to nindy's house to talk about something,after a couple hours in there, i decided to going home and before i back i want to borrow some stuff from nindy and i picked marley and me and amelie dvd. so i watched that movie in the next day. Okay that's not the point,the point is I LIKE IT hoaa it's like the best movie i ever watched in 2009(well at least in may)

this is marley & me cover(sorry i upload the small one).
from that film,i became interested with owen wilson(that played john grogan) he sure can act and very attractive.

2 days later(or in saturday exactly) i watched movie again,today i watched you,me and dupree. obviously! OWEN WILSON played a role in that movie(now he played dupree). It's a pretty good movie(although still can't be compare with marley & me) but i still like it.
there he is in the middle,OWEN WILSON!
i felt more like him in this movie,he's really funny and charming huoooo OWEEEEN WILSOOOON .

in the next day my father took me to the cinema and we decided to watch night at the museum 2,and you know what? my role model OWEN WILSON played the role in this movie(again) wooow it's like we mate to each other right?(ngarep).and now he played a tiny cow boy named jedediah smith in this movie.

this is night at the museum:battle of smithsonian cover
and from this movie.... i really really LOVE OWEN WILSOON huaaaaa he's really cuteee ikikiki <3<3<3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjFF9pwBTJ3g4CA6AjqbfWGYurSHy3S4QQoq9R3oXa7ewLts5Yo__0930WcZADR9cKZIc6GAKtRLmSOwovCWtG-Ob5u8gnsJvtBL4HwGApOhQA1X6B64LrqE1Jpn7DOdiCklowefU7QWaA/s1600-h/ol.jpg">wilson brother's (owen and luke).

owen and ex-girlfriend kate hudson.

this is owen,jennifer anniston and clyde the dog(that played marley)

okey dokey that's all from me today daaaaneee-.-
dira wilson.

Today

why do I gave this title with the name of "today"? yeah simple answered because in this blog i just wanna wrote about today,so today is my grandfather birthday yeah actually my grandfather birthday is yesterday(concided with anza and farisa birthday) but today it's the celebration. Me and my family celebrating my grandfather 75 years at putt-putt golf,yeah actually i didn't enjoyed this day because my mom forced me to wake up early and my grandfather,grandmother and mom had a serious conversation(atleast in their mind(which is no in my mind))all over the roads to the putt-putt and i can even sleep cause of their voice.

so we arrived at the putt2 at 12 0'clock the sun just above our head so yeah it's very hot in there, haaah another bad time in a bad day yeah i walk into the putt2 golf restaurant and there's a few of my family has arrived first, but badly i didn't know some of them,oh yeah ka ***,i*** and a***r texting me today but i judt don't feel to reply it so again i just can"cengo"in there wishing Fe,Talitha and Myeshia to come.

finally fe,talitha and myeshia has came, i just very excited to asking fe for playing golf. then i ask my mom for some money and me,fe,talitha go to putt2 cashier to rent some golf ball and stick.
i played golf pretty good(i guess) but that little home wrecker(fe) just always say im stupid all the time when i play it hhhh such an idiot. so we played 9 par and we consider to stop playing cause we're tired. several hours later me,fe,talitha,myeshia,safila and airin rent some scooter and get a ride of that. and then we've some dinner at 5 o'clock.

finally,that party finished because of rain and we're all back to our home together, weew it doesn't feel how long am i in there. after arrived at home i felt very exhausting and i decided to go to bed earlier but because ka *** texting me from 10 o'clock and i forget to reply it,so he said he mad at me because of it-.- laaah? who he think he is? my father? ckckck,but i still hope that maybe someday nanas want to text me again...(yeaa mulai suram).

after i woke up,i looked at my cellphone and there are 3 message in there from afila,chika and puri. afila asked me"masuk apa ngga besok?" and i say"iya masuk fil" then chika say"tadi mau ngomong apa dir?puri belom bilang" i say"iya chik ntar aja gue baru bangun hehe" and then puri say"udah ngomong ke chika belom dir?" and before i reply her text i already sleep(again).
and i woke up again for the second time suddenly i want to watch some dvd's,first i choose to watch amelie but i didn't understand what that movie mean so i change it to marley&me oooh i can't take my eyes from that film(lebay) im very affected watching that movie,by the way that movie is about a friendship between dog and human oh yeah that's a great movie you should watch it. after watch marley&me(who had me cry) i decided to watch some cheers movie and i choose she's the man,after that i watch desperated housewife season 1.

soo after satisfied from watching some movies i decided to go online i just saw dika's blog and thingking to gave a comment for her.after seeing dika's blog i thingking to write a little something about my day in my BLOG hehe oh yeah i wrote this blog while i watching E! news and eat some snack..yeah there's my day today hahaha hope tomorrow will be better than today okay see you..

this one of the pict my uncle take from my grandfather's birthday at putt-putt

junior high school time

hmm soo today when i go home i pass through albin and suddenly i wanna write this blog hehe,okay today my topic it's about my JUNIOR HIGH SCHOOL timeeeee :3

this story begin's with a beautiful monday morning in al-azhar bintaro(albin) on 7 april 2005(maybe)it's my first time at freshman year in albin,i was 12 at that time. me,tio & raka go to school with"jemputan om haji" while andra&intan(yg pas sd ikut jemputan om haji juga)goes to al-azhar pusat jhs.
that day is the first time of MOS(masa orientasi siswa) i use the name board-shaped like a car on my neck,i put my white shirt uniform in my long green skirt,and my lunch is "coklat silver" "nasi licin" "jus tomat" "ayam mati" and "jeruk segitiga",when i walked into this school..first i met acid&dona :
acid : halo dir
dona : eeeh dir
dira : eh strid(dulu masih astrid manggilnya),don aneh bgt ya gini hahaha
acid : ahaha iya nih aduuh malu bgt gue masa td kaka kls ada yg blg ke gue"bajunya keluarin aja kali"
dona&dira : ahuahuahua
dira : lagian lo pake masukin deh
acid : ye elu,liat dulu tuh baju lo sendiri ngetawain org aja lu
dira : hoh?(sambil liat baju)ehehe iyaya(ngeluarin baju)
then suddenly there's a girl walked towards us,and she asked..
? : hmm ada yang tau kelas 7d dimana ga?
gue : hah? eem emmm
(acid yang tangkas pun itu akhirnya jwb karena liat gue yg masih plenga plengo)
acid : hmm itu terus aja abis itu belok kanan deh kyknya,sebelahan kelas gue ko 7c
? : ooh iyaya makasih yaa
dona&acid&dira : iyaa sama-sama(padahal yg jwb tadi cuma acid)
dona : eh iya gue dona,lo?
? : ooh dona hehe gue audy(dulu masih audy)
dira : gue dira
acid : gue astrid
odie :ooh iye hehehe,eh yuk udh mau bel nih
then we walked together into our class yeah that's my first time i met a new friend from different school in albin.

oh yeah i still remember my MOS group is called "ungu" yeah it's my class my precious new class IT'S 7C which contains with a bunch of silly kids they are:
fifi,sarah,diah,samira,agnes,dea,dira,tiara,pida,ayu,dissa,dona,acid,nindy, tara,nadira,nissa,icha,adang,ayub,arya,davi,handi,anza,kevin,marco,al,
iqbal,era,kamal,adel,chandra,abi,chendy,farhan,angkasa.
in this class i close to fifi,sarah,diah,samira,agnes,dea,dira,tiara,pida,acid.
But i really make a good friend's with samira,dea,nindy till now.
oh yeah i make a crush on my classmates too,which is a*** and e** gyahahhahaaha how stupid am i-____-buuut i really really used to like d***** b********** that time,i like him since i was 7 grade until 8 grade semester 1. uuugh i miss you so much remember? "siapa dulu doong? tujuh ceeee).from left to right : dea,samira,tiara,pida,fifi,nindy,dira,agnes,ayu

(and then 1 year over)

i enter a new door,new class,new classmatess and new adventure hiahahahaha, yeaaah it's 8D.
first i didn't like my class at all cause i was not in the same class with my best friend's but months to months i feel pretty comfort with this class..,i chum with fifi,tigi,novia,nanda,bdil,zikry,reza,lulu and dee that time. oh oh yeah i remember about BMD(parody of john tucker must die) yeah it's mean bdil must die ooh if i know how cruel me and my friend's that time ckck i dont wanna talk about that-.-. oh yeah so 8D contains with :
dimas,disty,adit,adang,ayu,fifi,ara,tika,au,chendy,dito,doni,gampang,dee ,lulu,keke,marco,al,danang,raif,rendro,acid,dira,nanda,nessa,novia,bdil,ruru,najib ,reiva,reza,aryo,tigi,zikri.yeah this is my class 8D :p
hmm so in this class i close to a guy named bdil yeah, the one that i tell you about BMD above. i really make a good friend with him he's my best friend but suddenly he ruin our relationship with a some of his stupid jokes! yeah he's pretending to "shoot me" but he sayed he was lied,so i really mad at him for 2 months.hmm anyway d**** has graduated from albin soo this is my empty years from crush gyahaha yeah that's a little story about my 8 grade years okay move on to 1 years later...

holiday came and i meet e** from pea oh yeah pea and nindy still going out this time,pea introduce me to his friend named e** i still kids when i meet e** and never been dated so i dont know anything about "pdkt" my mind still unstable,e** is a bassis of a band called bipolar disorder and he didn't have a time to meet me often cause he's too busy, so my relationship with me and e** was ended.

after a loong looong holiday finally school's day has come,yipiiii this is my senior year in albin gyahahahaha,buut unfortunately i didn't like my classmates cause i don't know all of them(yeah not all of them of course ehehe;p) of yeah in 9B my classmates are :9b wuwawauwua(not all)
vina,disty,icha,maya,ndit,ghina,clara,nindy,avi,keke,avi,papu,sasa,astrini,
dito,gery,bdil,abi,era,reza zikry,salman,tio,gampang,adimas,arya and...hmm i forget the others huhu sorry guys
hmm like 8d as the time goes by i felt pretty comfort in this class too,we played truth or dare and hide & seek together uh oh i really miss this class :'(
in this class i close to nindy,clara,ghina,tio,bdil,dito and gery,dito introduce me to aldy(whom being my boyfriend 4 months later)this is me,nindy,bdil and tio at nindy crib's we're doing pillow fight :3

7 months past and now we're all graduated from albin(alhamdullilah) it's maybe our last time to meet but memories in this school will always there..in our heart and then our solidarity has a name is TRIXIV (The utteRshout In XIV)


uuuuh i really miss that time,compare to my senior hell school in pj i really want to come back to my junior high school time maybe...hmm now i just want to say to TRIXIV however far we're seperated,whatever paths that we've choose remember..that one-time we have been one

love you all
xoxo

agam,lost & found

Today i woke up early to go to samira crib's,i invite nindy to come over too but badly she can't cause she's going with her mother to ambassador.
So i wake at 9 am and prepare some stuff im sooo excited to meet samira and agam cause i want to tell about ka ***(fyi i don;t understand,why he text me recently) and nanas to them..so im looking for "ojeg" and bid the price to the "abang ojeg" from Rp.20.000 to Rp.15.000 yikessssss.... :D

buuh finally i arrived to samira's but obviously samira was studied with her teacher,so i gotta wait until she finished her study and during her study i watched lost&found at HBO(it's prettygood movie though). around 2 o'clock we decided to meet agam but we can't reach him,he didn't answered the phone and didn't reply our text:'( so we were going to BP to "nyalon".

after "nyalon" we waited agam at j.co,hour by hour we wait him but we still can't reach him by phone aaarggg GOD DAMN SHIT where the hell are you gam? i really want to tell you about something really important wawawawawa 8o|,cause we really sick from wait..samira and i decided go to agam's house without knowing his adress at all(yeah i kno it's little miserable).

after arrived at "sektor 2(maybe)"we ask to the security for agam's house and finally found it, the big green house in the corner street,we saw agam's blue car in there but there's no sign of agam presence. as long as he dissapeared we go to playground in front of agam's house and played swing,oh yeah i forget to tell you..we meet our little friend's in there 6 little boy's they're age range around 4-6 years old maybe,we dont know all the names but we make a nick name for them:
1.the bald and thin one with pikachu shirt(iksan)
2.the thin boy with yellow shirt who always been beaten with sandals(fahri)
3.the bald and big one with black tee who always miserable because his friend ignore him
4.the big one that have "tompel" in his forehead who always "caper" to me and samira
5.the bald one with a white power ranger shirt who always care of fahri if he got beaten by the others
6.and finally the cute and hansome one with the nike blue t-shirt he has a charming smile(if only he 16 i promise i wanna date him..haha kidding ;p)
oh yeah and i forget to tell you about iksan little sister,i dont know her name but she's soo cute and looks like chibi maruko chan ooow nyunyunyu(apa sih dir).

after having fun with those little child,we started our mission to found agam! JENGJENG and our passion can't controled anymore,we decided to ask agam's maid..
dira : mba maaf,agamnya udah pulang belom?
mbak berbaju serba pink : ooh agamnya kayaknya lagi jalan sama ray tuh
dira : ooh jalan ya..hmm
mbak berbaju pink : iya nih
dira : hmm bisa tolong bilangin ga mba kalo agamnya udh pulang dicariin samira sama dira
mbak berbaju pink : oh iya di cari samira(sambil liat samira),sama dira ya(sambil liat gue)
dira : iya mbak makasih ya..
hmm strange...why did she know our name if it our first time met ckck...fishy-.- did she already know me? did she follow me? did she like me? did she? did she? aah forget it,the thing is where is agaaaam???? woa woa woaaaa im sick of this! we both really really want to tell something important in hereeee!

eventually we both decide to walk around camar street,hmm what a cozy place to stay though..with a lot of shady tree and a friendly people i really like to go to there again some other times..uugh i regreeeet some day if we went there again we must take some pict :o
soo we still tried to called agam but he still didn't answered his phone(again) and so we gave up and decided to come back to my house. while we going to looking some "ojeg" we meet THIS HOT GUY oh my good he really looks like k**** a.k.a sunshine except for his skateboard,uuugh samira and i just can"cengo"in front of him it remember me of my junior high school time suddenly there's a song in our mind "helloooo sunshineeee"(lagu di iklan fanta pas jaman2nya smp dulu).
this is a pict of "sunshine" (yeah i kno he still like a child in this pict)

wewewewew so we back and forth again in that street to(washed our eyes)looked him again and again and again in 3 times woohoo-.-,after we satisfied from looked over him(kesannya gua binal gitu ya-.-) we continue our mission again to looking "ojeg".
so we finally arrived at my house and we doing some tarot,samira take a turn first,she want to know about a**s and y***o and then my turn came,i wanna know about nanas and my school,and then we want to know about our little lost friend AGAM? samira take a turn. so tarot said that we had to have a courage to tell agam that he's different now..yeah it's true where is the old agam that we know?(jeaaa) he's soo different now,he's difficult to reach like a president of united states(agak lebih-.-)but it's true we miss our s.a.d time ikikiki don't you remember gam? 8128? yooo that's our friendship time remember:'(
this is samira,agam and me in fx at hari makan nasional day mihiiiw :Dfirst time with s.a.d at ohlala,samira come to pj and we going to ohlala with agam's car


yeah that's a couple of pict of s.a.d times hahaha,we wish you still remember this yea gam,i know you have a tons of friend's but we wish you still remember us as your friend's,we never repress you to chum with another friend's but atleast remain your little time with us..hehe no offense ya sorry if i wrote a wrong word,we know you didn't mean to act like that but this is how we felt about you right now..we wrote this cause you such a good friends with us and we really want to share our story with you but you dissapeared in the time when we really need you(maaf agak puitis).okay that's it for today..i wish our friendship will last forever okay s.a.d gyahahahha :D

that peculiar guy..

hmm first of all thank you for wasted your time to view my unimportant blog..may god bless you yeaaah haha,so the reason i wrote this blog is lately idkw but i feel very depressed yeah actually i know why,but for now i juts wanna tell you about the one that make my life completly change..yeah that tragedy..okay straight to the point...


in the past 4 month(in february for sure) during holiday i meet this guy at msn,he's adding my msn and i greet him :
(maaf agak2 lupa dikit)
dira : ini **** mana ya?
him : **** pj
him : lo?
dira : hoo **** yg kelas 2 itu ya,gue jg pj hehe
him : iya ko tau? kls 1 ya?
dira : iya haha
him : ooo lo dira yang pas di ruang bhs indonesia palanya nongol keluar ya?
dira : hah?!
him : haha iya kan?
dira : eeh ngga eh iya ko tau ka?
him : haha taulah
dira : waduh itu cuma iseng ko bener deh..
(okay i forget what happened next but that's my first conversation with him)and ooh did i forget to tell you about his name? okay for now just call his name 'nanas' i dont want him glares at me if he read his name at the internet in my BLOG!

continue,so in the next day and the next day and the next day again he greet me on msn then he asked me my phone number and we started to messaging.
first i just feel like it's weird cause i think "hahaha si kakak jaket ko bisa dah tau msn gua" but as the time goes by i felt something strange about my feeling.
yeah it's true that he's funny,charming,kind but why would i like him? i should not like him..because our religion different and at that moment
im close to another boy too(okay i tell about that later).
and then in february 22 that another "boy" shoot me and i just can deny it(i promise i tell you about that later).
yeah i know im very very trully fool,in that day too i know that my truth feeling is that i like nanas ooh im so god damn fool!.

so i told nanas that im in relationship with that another boy,and he was just like "hmm gue cuma bisa bilang selamat" daaaaaaaamn what should i do? i dont want him to leave me! gyaaa(i know it selfish) but evidently he still want to message me,so we still doing sms,msn even we called each other.
okay, i know is out of limit..but what can i do? you can't lie your truth feeling right?.

then,day past by and my relationship with him get closed and i once say this to him"knp lo ga nyari cewe lain? gue bener2 gaenak kalo kyk gini gue sama aja nyakitin lo jg" and he was just like "gpp dir buat sekarang yg bisa buat gue bahagia cuma lo doang,kalo gw jadian sama cewe lain sama aja dia gue sakitin dong,masa gue jadian sm org yg ga gw suka".
oh and he say this"gue bakal nunggu lo dir,gatau sampe kapan tp gue bakal nunggu lo karna gue sayangnya cuma sama lo aja" and"not loving you is harder than you know" and blablablabla (banyak kata2 gombal lainnya yg kalo lo baca pasti bakal terharu(buat cewe)). yeah i know it sound cliche but i trust him with all of my heart that day i was so naive.

in april 24 or 25 on holiday he's going to puncak with his friends to retreat,he say that there is only ka audo,ka ray,pa siregar,bu herning,jessica justine,hmm i forget his name and him in there.
and in that day im going to dufan with afila,puri and nindy(oh yeah i made a tatto in there it's write 30 that's mean 4 my birthday + 26 nanas birthday=30-.-),but i feel something strange,he didn't reply my message for long time.

3 days later he still rarely reply my message then holiday over,monday came and nanas still didn't reply my message. then that tragedy come,in 1 april my classmates icung,puri,cindy,chika,dika fool me with the story that nanas and "a girl that i suspicious in love with nanas" hang out together. and ooouh im very sad i even cry(not cry cry but yeah im cry) then they all shout"aaaapriiil foool" damn im sooo embarresed.

but in fact(in painful fact) it's RIGHT! yeah i know from my classmate too that nanas is in a relationship with THAT GIRL! and then iwoel say that nanas and that girl had been closed since long time..if it's true why he dont tell me?!
i dont know what to say..if only you know what im feeling that day my life like falling apart i cant take it why he can be such a jerk..okay the problem is not why he can't be my boyfriend? but why i can lose the one that i trust with all of my heart? in a such that way and in just a 3 fucking day! oh yeah i forget to tell that i broke up with "another boy" in 29 maret nanas and that girl going together in 28 maret ha ha ha.

where's NOT LOVING YOU IS HARDER THAN YOU KNOW? i guess you easy to replace me with another girl right? what a bunch of bullshit i hate you i hate youuu! buuut the truth is i can't hate you aaargh,i can't mad at you,i can't yell at you,i can't ignore you the thing is i cannot NOT LOVING YOU, if only you know..you change my life 180 degree,but there's no way to take you back to me,you belonging to other girl and now i just can to look at you in a far away and wishes the best for you..i can't lie i still hoping to god for atleast he want to greet me again on msn.

but wishes just a wishes,i cannot just always hoping for that day to come right? yeah in this experience i learn that loving is not always have to having but hoping the best for the one that we love and happy to see him happy too so..nanas if not for today, if not for you I would never have known love at all... So thank you for being the person who taught me to love... and to be love..goodbye