Click the stranger! -.-

like kenny rogers song "don't fall in love with a dreamer'" but in my case it seems like "don't fall in love with a stranger".
so today i woke up earlier than any other day, i woken up because my heart was punding really hard,and why is that? i think it's because im to curious with this guy-.- yeah i think you already know who he is! okay that guy on omegle,i don't have to tell his name.
i hate it okay! why i cant be a normal girl who loves a normal people like their senior or their classmate. i always loves the stranger! it's true i always like people who suddenly can click to my mind,okay i don't want to sounds creepy.
hmm for example like **z*,i don't know him,i mean i know him but i never talked to him, atleast i met him twice in my lifetime and for the first time i met him it's like a giant hammer suddenly hit me(okay,i know,too much!) and i think about him like always, but that day i was just like 12 years old,im not familiar with facebook or twitter soo it just dissapear due time. but suddenly 4 years later when i just look up my friends photo on fb,i saw him,i saw his picture with my friends,and i just know it's him then i ask tio for his name and tio said that's reza.

i honestly don't want to tell this but yeah i think it's for the comparing,i met **g* for the first time at ILP,and that time i thought it would be really nice to be his GF . i dont know why but i just thought of that.oh yeah and this is with note : i never ever talked to him or see his smile,i even didn't know his name that time. but 2 years later he shockingly,suddenly,obviously,literally be my boyfriend! strange eh.

oh and j***,i was like 5 grade when i first met him,i met him when i walked to my house after school and when i look up next to me,it was him. yeah i know he kind of cool. and i kinda like him but it's like 5 grade and like a love monkey,so im not too concerned about that. and like you can predicted 4 years later my friends introduced me with him.and i was like"i think i know you before" ckckck what a small world.

and now,i met this boy on omegle,like i said in my previous post.his face is like an ordinary "bule" in general,even gendis was ready to disconnected him! i could never know him if  i didn't said "noooo,can we try to chat with him" that time.why i've ever said that!? then again it's because that "click" thingy!. back again,so i waited him to OL from the last time we're chat,but i dont have the guts to greet him. until dika ask me to greet him,then i finally greet him on msn.first he didn't like he was online(i dont know,maybe he didnt wanna chat with me but it's like his msn always appearing off). so i 've waited for 15 minutes,20 minutes,and after half an hour im done! i gave up!. and i just eat chicken noodle with my sad face:'(.
suddenly my msn "beeping" i think maybe it's chika or somethin. and when i look at it it's...YEAH IT'S HIM! finally after a couple day's then i greet him "heeey mr!" but sadly he responded it with nothing...
i gave you our chat for example :

Dira said (3:54 AM):
heeeeey mr!
Edo says:
Heee Ms.
Dira says:
haha so did u remember me?
Edo says:
lol
you are the weird asian
Dira says:
ahahahah damn-.-
still played omegle? hahaha
Edo says:
haha not much
Dira says:
haha good for u ;p

yeah finished!fin!done!voltooid!fertiggestellt!selesai! that's it...and im sad...bye!
(oh for the love of god,i know im too stupid to takes seriously this omegle thing)

but like i said before,i also doesn't want to in love with a stranger,but what can i say,i just like people(in this case "guy") that can click to mine. though he's a nerd,perv,jerk or somethin but if he just "click" with me then i like him. i dont know either,strange eh? i think im not a kind of girl who can actually going out with someone because of other people help, or for easy"dicomblangin".
hmm i think i know why i havent been able to date someone lately. i think it's because this strange feeling eh?
and now there's this guy named dio(not dio pjmi) who suddenly talk to me,and ask my fb and twitter account,and always greet me when i was OL. can i like him?he's a stranger after all....
naah i think! i didn't had that "click" thingy inside my mind ;p
okay im tired and im desperated so goodbye :'( (im going to watch men in black.hope this is cheer me up)