finally my blog account has been activated! you know i was desperated because i thought i would never gonna be able to use this blog ever again because my account has been deactivated by this effin google! yeah it's not entirely google fault tho' it's because lately i've never use my blog,and yeah not because i didn't want to but because i don't really had a time to write.
you now how sad i am to know that how i didn't really had a time to wrote my story because i've missed so much story that i didn't write in this blog and it kills me.
well anyway now im a proud "university of padjadjaran" student that's for sure
Regards, Dira
Rabu, 07 September 2011
Sabtu, 05 Maret 2011
Bonkers
hey it's me again! guess what? im supposed to be study now but you can see now that i don't know why my head just want to blogging and i just can't control it so..yeah. hmm lemme think...okay! a couple weeks ago i told you that im in love right? well ive had a great yet bad news.
i think im gonna strart with the good news...well the good news is......that SNEIJDER GUY ADDED ME TO HIS BLACKBERRY MESSENGER! ahahahah yeah i know right.
but then again im less excited now because it has been a days since he's added me.
oh yeah i forget to tell you the bad news is, okay it has been a couple things that disturb me,you know..im not like any other girls out there..well if it is i just don't act like other normal girls do when it comes to love. okay now i sounds like a bonkers..i mean other girls may acted like completly normal,like their in love and thats it. But me? im more like a monkey love type,i feel like im new to this kind of things which is not btw! i feel like all of my experience with boys is totally gone from my mind,and i just don't know what i have to do now. sometimes i just blame myself for all of this,maybe it's because after all of this im pretending to be tough im pretend that love,or crush,or whatever it is,it isn't important.
i know that ive been protecting myself from other especially guys.because i don't want to be hurt again,but then again i just realize that it is wrong. love or like or whatever it is,it's from our own heart..gosh i don't fucking now what im talking right now but i feels so right, yeah love or like or something like that it's bloom suddenly just like that,you can't control it nor deny it. because i just feel it now,how hard you protect yourself it doesnt matter,because sooner or later you will admit it. and you cant deny it because it's from you and you can't run from yourself,even if it's an unrequited love,so be brave and go through it and just hope that time will heal it.
Regards, Dira
i think im gonna strart with the good news...well the good news is......that SNEIJDER GUY ADDED ME TO HIS BLACKBERRY MESSENGER! ahahahah yeah i know right.
but then again im less excited now because it has been a days since he's added me.
oh yeah i forget to tell you the bad news is, okay it has been a couple things that disturb me,you know..im not like any other girls out there..well if it is i just don't act like other normal girls do when it comes to love. okay now i sounds like a bonkers..i mean other girls may acted like completly normal,like their in love and thats it. But me? im more like a monkey love type,i feel like im new to this kind of things which is not btw! i feel like all of my experience with boys is totally gone from my mind,and i just don't know what i have to do now. sometimes i just blame myself for all of this,maybe it's because after all of this im pretending to be tough im pretend that love,or crush,or whatever it is,it isn't important.
i know that ive been protecting myself from other especially guys.because i don't want to be hurt again,but then again i just realize that it is wrong. love or like or whatever it is,it's from our own heart..gosh i don't fucking now what im talking right now but i feels so right, yeah love or like or something like that it's bloom suddenly just like that,you can't control it nor deny it. because i just feel it now,how hard you protect yourself it doesnt matter,because sooner or later you will admit it. and you cant deny it because it's from you and you can't run from yourself,even if it's an unrequited love,so be brave and go through it and just hope that time will heal it.
Regards, Dira
Rabu, 16 Februari 2011
i can! can i?
before i begin,just guess..what is the most fascinating yet boring topic on the entire world?.......i think most pepople know,yep it's LOVE. Sounds cliche huh? but yeah,according to my experience love is one of the most interesting subject that can lead human to reveal all their feelings to someone else,either its direct or indirect,either verbal or internet.Thats why i wrote this blog,so i can tell you that Dira afgter 2 years 14 days 5 second can finally like someone,i mean like..like "like".
Okay so it's started with a pretty good day,it's valentines day actually.aah yeah valentines day..the day of love, i started it like every other cliche romantic comedy movies in hollywood. So i went to school like always and because its valentine my classmates decided to bring our own chocolate to school,well..its more like exchange chocolate for friends.
I bring "bengbeng" btw, but anyway thats not even important,whats important is,because its valentine ,gendis gave her homemade pie to her crush,you can call him "mamat".Unfortunately mamat forgot to bring anything to her so thats a pity...but that's just the beginning for everything. It turns out that mamat actually remember thats today is valentine,so he decided to give a little surprise for gendis after school.
Because tomorrow is free day. chika,gendis,nadine and i decided to go karaoke after school. At school second break time,chika told me that theres something special waiting for me after school. ive already guessed it several times but she insisted to not to tell me unless we're at karaoke. At Happy puppy we waited for like 15 minutes and then were going to karaoke,like 18 munutes later,we were heard someone knocked the door and when we opened the door mamat come and give gendis a bouquet of flowers,i was very happr for them.
Not mention there's someone else standing behind mamat's back. and when i looked up......TADAAAA there's a SNEIJDER! well not literally sneijder but if you ask 79% kids in my grade especially girls they must know what i mean. Sneijder is the hottest junior at my school(or atleast thats what i think). Sneijder(whom btw his faked name is more famous than his real name) is a junior that ive been seeing for like when mbs started till now. I am the one who made his faked name sneijder because he looks like that sneijder guy from worldcup.
Okay back to karaoke.soo there we are. at the same room,sit at the same COACH! and i was like baby baby baby ooh..baby baby baby noo(okay cut it),and i was like..is this even real?!.I mean okay..i like him..but its like a fans liked their idol, but then i think..if the fan really meet their idol..can it be something more...deep?.Then when we are finished,mamat and sneijder ride their motorcycle and when he past me he smile and wave at me!.
And thats why im suffering right now,thats why my heart is thumping very hard! thats why i look gloomy everyday, thats why every time i think ive always though about I CAN i can certainly can close to him,but then again i think again...can i?.
Regards, Dira
Okay so it's started with a pretty good day,it's valentines day actually.aah yeah valentines day..the day of love, i started it like every other cliche romantic comedy movies in hollywood. So i went to school like always and because its valentine my classmates decided to bring our own chocolate to school,well..its more like exchange chocolate for friends.
I bring "bengbeng" btw, but anyway thats not even important,whats important is,because its valentine ,gendis gave her homemade pie to her crush,you can call him "mamat".Unfortunately mamat forgot to bring anything to her so thats a pity...but that's just the beginning for everything. It turns out that mamat actually remember thats today is valentine,so he decided to give a little surprise for gendis after school.
Because tomorrow is free day. chika,gendis,nadine and i decided to go karaoke after school. At school second break time,chika told me that theres something special waiting for me after school. ive already guessed it several times but she insisted to not to tell me unless we're at karaoke. At Happy puppy we waited for like 15 minutes and then were going to karaoke,like 18 munutes later,we were heard someone knocked the door and when we opened the door mamat come and give gendis a bouquet of flowers,i was very happr for them.
Not mention there's someone else standing behind mamat's back. and when i looked up......TADAAAA there's a SNEIJDER! well not literally sneijder but if you ask 79% kids in my grade especially girls they must know what i mean. Sneijder is the hottest junior at my school(or atleast thats what i think). Sneijder(whom btw his faked name is more famous than his real name) is a junior that ive been seeing for like when mbs started till now. I am the one who made his faked name sneijder because he looks like that sneijder guy from worldcup.
Okay back to karaoke.soo there we are. at the same room,sit at the same COACH! and i was like baby baby baby ooh..baby baby baby noo(okay cut it),and i was like..is this even real?!.I mean okay..i like him..but its like a fans liked their idol, but then i think..if the fan really meet their idol..can it be something more...deep?.Then when we are finished,mamat and sneijder ride their motorcycle and when he past me he smile and wave at me!.
And thats why im suffering right now,thats why my heart is thumping very hard! thats why i look gloomy everyday, thats why every time i think ive always though about I CAN i can certainly can close to him,but then again i think again...can i?.
Regards, Dira
Selasa, 07 Desember 2010
ppl that SO on my list!
so i was just like opened up my facebook again and look some old photos of me and my friends back then,and i don't know why it just pop up suddenly in my head that i really shud make a list about the "COOLEST PEOPLE IVE MET ON HIGHSCHOOL" in case some paparazzi need it when im about 26 or 27 and ive already had a dozen tonys and oscars and they wanna know bout my highschool i totally gonna gave them those name.
and yeah so now i shud exactly like study for tomorrow but i really really dont want to do it so i think i just sit back and make this blog.
back to my list,well actually t's kinda hard for me to make that list because ive met soo many people on higschool most of them are pretty good actually and because of that i rewrite my list and i just gonna tell you why i choose them to be one of the most coolest people on highschool but still im not gonna tell their names.
i know that highschool was supposed to be time-to-make-all-your-mis-take-before-its-too-late but i dont think by "all mistake" it shud like all of them,really,i mean some people in higschool told me that were supposed to be have soo many boyfriend before were married so we can kick up on heel's before we were old and blablablah. and i think thats bullshit! i mean come on,okay i admit its really good to have people that we loved but i ask you, its good to break up with someone? to have our own pain in the heart?! thats ridiculous,i agree with ppl that want to have a boyf but i dont agree to spending your time in highschool and had a boyf as much as you want it just lame!
and bakt to my ppl on the list they really...dont make a status relationship a big deal,they know what they want and they will commit to it as long as they need it.
My list ppl just know how to act they dont really follow what others ppls do but they do what they think its cool,which is make themself really cool because most ppl doesnt like what they'r like. for example when everybodys like A they like C or D and i mean by C or D it's not somethin weird like some freakish nerd-ish object or maybe anime cosplay or wtv that is.it;s more like somethin cool that everyone doesnt know but like in 8 or 9 years later it booming and everyones know but really my list ppl know it first.
my list people just doesnt like to kiss somebody(or teachers)ass,they just be theirself well i must say that it's(some of my list) because not all the ppl on my list do this,but i much like them because they being themself not what everyone want.
i dont know why but my list people is soo not totally an 'ababil' they dont really make twitter or tumblr or facebook to be some freakish place where you can put all of your emotion without think what other ppl thoughts if their write that,like some dumb 'ababil' do. i mean they know what they want to write and if its kind of sarcastic they just know how to write it without being to arrogant.
well i think there's much more about y list but im too lazy to write that soo..
Regards,Dira
and yeah so now i shud exactly like study for tomorrow but i really really dont want to do it so i think i just sit back and make this blog.
back to my list,well actually t's kinda hard for me to make that list because ive met soo many people on higschool most of them are pretty good actually and because of that i rewrite my list and i just gonna tell you why i choose them to be one of the most coolest people on highschool but still im not gonna tell their names.
i know that highschool was supposed to be time-to-make-all-your-mis-take-before-its-too-late but i dont think by "all mistake" it shud like all of them,really,i mean some people in higschool told me that were supposed to be have soo many boyfriend before were married so we can kick up on heel's before we were old and blablablah. and i think thats bullshit! i mean come on,okay i admit its really good to have people that we loved but i ask you, its good to break up with someone? to have our own pain in the heart?! thats ridiculous,i agree with ppl that want to have a boyf but i dont agree to spending your time in highschool and had a boyf as much as you want it just lame!
and bakt to my ppl on the list they really...dont make a status relationship a big deal,they know what they want and they will commit to it as long as they need it.
My list ppl just know how to act they dont really follow what others ppls do but they do what they think its cool,which is make themself really cool because most ppl doesnt like what they'r like. for example when everybodys like A they like C or D and i mean by C or D it's not somethin weird like some freakish nerd-ish object or maybe anime cosplay or wtv that is.it;s more like somethin cool that everyone doesnt know but like in 8 or 9 years later it booming and everyones know but really my list ppl know it first.
my list people just doesnt like to kiss somebody(or teachers)ass,they just be theirself well i must say that it's(some of my list) because not all the ppl on my list do this,but i much like them because they being themself not what everyone want.
i dont know why but my list people is soo not totally an 'ababil' they dont really make twitter or tumblr or facebook to be some freakish place where you can put all of your emotion without think what other ppl thoughts if their write that,like some dumb 'ababil' do. i mean they know what they want to write and if its kind of sarcastic they just know how to write it without being to arrogant.
well i think there's much more about y list but im too lazy to write that soo..
Regards,Dira
Sabtu, 23 Oktober 2010
new grade
hii bloog! it's been a year maybe ..no it's more like 6 month or..oh whatever,yeah its been like a couple of months i dont write this blog,im a senior now and that's mean im ready for UAN or can be called the "FINAL EXAM" it's the reason i can't really do blogging or writing or whatever,because i had a tight schedule..okay maybe its sounds like im boosting it but true,normally ive go to school gossiping,eating,praying,gossiping,sleeping,home,dvd-ing and sleeping. but now it's like homework-ing everyday..everyday is full of humongous crap homework. whether it's a presentation or a paper work,still it's a homework.
Many stories that i havent had a time to write it in here that has been passed,but now im gonna tell it. first,it turns out that disty and bangjo = not really working,disty had a new boyfriend now his name is jodi and he's our classmate,they've met long before were a classmate so it's not really surprising that(finally) they were a couple. its weird that i had this feeling that im happy and sad at the same time when i heard disty had boyf,okay maybe im not sounds like a good friend,but its not like i dont want her to happy or anything it just because all this time me and disty are like a partner in crime when it's about a boy,like when im with edo she's with joe,and the fact that we had a same love stories(i mean about our ex bf) and now she had a boyfriend and im happy with it but i just hope that she's still remember me and all..uhh i know i sounds like a bad friend :( but anyway jodi is a nice guy she's not a typical jerky or scumbag and i know that jodi loves her very much so i hope theyd be a nice happy long lasting couple(amen).
Okay talk about a boy,i don't really have someone that close to me and i mean boy,yeah like always-.- i mean it's not like no one wants me or anything,i think it just because im just too traumatic about my past love stories that i told to myself not to have nor to seek a boyf for now,and "now" begin to "months" and i feel happy about it,okay maybe not happy but atleast i feel save,i think that atleast i dont have to feel my heart thumping again or thinking about someone all the time or being awkward all the time or talk about sa guy to my friend so they can now how much i love him, no..i dont have to do it when i dont love someone.
Speaking about idontlikeanyguy me and edo = done,i know maybe i sound weird because he's just an omegle friend but it's obvious maybe i really like him and you know what? i just found out that i have this weird desease that when i know someone care to me (and for this case i mean a"guy") i just ditch them, that's it ditch-them! so when edo happen to be more care to me i just sign off my msn and never ever(literally)opened it again(until now) some other girls maybe a normal one would be happy if they found out that they have a secret admirer,but not me..and before i got this too far and people think im a lesbo just erase that thought im not a lesbo in fact i loved guys i totally would love to tap them,but it just been a long time for me.
I've been literally closed my heart for any guy out there when i know beny cruelly broke my heart,i think that karma does exist and i deserved it because i broke someone heart too. So because of it i start to don't even want to speak to any guy..really.okay not literally,i still talk to my classmate or schoolmate and a bunch of old friends but it's because i know them and they dont trying to get to know me,but when it's about some guys some stranger guys i can't, just can't, my mind and my body just mix up and tell me to ditch them and it really irritating but i just cant talk to them,you know did it's just because im too shy? or im just too awkward to be true *sigh*.
o yeah and btw year 12 it's pretty good not necessary,it's like a cool year everyone so mature and all. but still 11 grade are the best. uh oh i just wanna tell you that insyallah next week i would get my new ipod touch YAAY and its because i saved my money and i try so hard to not really eat at school, so now i can have an ipod again mihihihi.
okay thats all for now
regards,dira
Many stories that i havent had a time to write it in here that has been passed,but now im gonna tell it. first,it turns out that disty and bangjo = not really working,disty had a new boyfriend now his name is jodi and he's our classmate,they've met long before were a classmate so it's not really surprising that(finally) they were a couple. its weird that i had this feeling that im happy and sad at the same time when i heard disty had boyf,okay maybe im not sounds like a good friend,but its not like i dont want her to happy or anything it just because all this time me and disty are like a partner in crime when it's about a boy,like when im with edo she's with joe,and the fact that we had a same love stories(i mean about our ex bf) and now she had a boyfriend and im happy with it but i just hope that she's still remember me and all..uhh i know i sounds like a bad friend :( but anyway jodi is a nice guy she's not a typical jerky or scumbag and i know that jodi loves her very much so i hope theyd be a nice happy long lasting couple(amen).
Okay talk about a boy,i don't really have someone that close to me and i mean boy,yeah like always-.- i mean it's not like no one wants me or anything,i think it just because im just too traumatic about my past love stories that i told to myself not to have nor to seek a boyf for now,and "now" begin to "months" and i feel happy about it,okay maybe not happy but atleast i feel save,i think that atleast i dont have to feel my heart thumping again or thinking about someone all the time or being awkward all the time or talk about sa guy to my friend so they can now how much i love him, no..i dont have to do it when i dont love someone.
Speaking about idontlikeanyguy me and edo = done,i know maybe i sound weird because he's just an omegle friend but it's obvious maybe i really like him and you know what? i just found out that i have this weird desease that when i know someone care to me (and for this case i mean a"guy") i just ditch them, that's it ditch-them! so when edo happen to be more care to me i just sign off my msn and never ever(literally)opened it again(until now) some other girls maybe a normal one would be happy if they found out that they have a secret admirer,but not me..and before i got this too far and people think im a lesbo just erase that thought im not a lesbo in fact i loved guys i totally would love to tap them,but it just been a long time for me.
I've been literally closed my heart for any guy out there when i know beny cruelly broke my heart,i think that karma does exist and i deserved it because i broke someone heart too. So because of it i start to don't even want to speak to any guy..really.okay not literally,i still talk to my classmate or schoolmate and a bunch of old friends but it's because i know them and they dont trying to get to know me,but when it's about some guys some stranger guys i can't, just can't, my mind and my body just mix up and tell me to ditch them and it really irritating but i just cant talk to them,you know did it's just because im too shy? or im just too awkward to be true *sigh*.
o yeah and btw year 12 it's pretty good not necessary,it's like a cool year everyone so mature and all. but still 11 grade are the best. uh oh i just wanna tell you that insyallah next week i would get my new ipod touch YAAY and its because i saved my money and i try so hard to not really eat at school, so now i can have an ipod again mihihihi.
okay thats all for now
regards,dira
Jumat, 16 Juli 2010
blabla
it's been so long since i wrote my last blog,so i just reread again my blog from first to the last. And it turns out that all this time i just wrote not anything but a RUBBISH,i mean omegle? guys? and some other effin shit that doesn't important at all thank god it's a private blog,but i just think that what if is not? what if is not a private blog? can i just wrote the blog and show it to the ppl like raditya or sherina do? well,but afterall those ppl had somethin' interesting to write about,not like me. And why suddenly i thought of showing my blog to the ppl!? i think i just have to stick to my first plan that one reason i ever made this blog it's to only write about my "uneg-uneg" and that time my "uneg-uneg" it's just about sapi-.-.
so now is the senior years or they said its the year that everything seems so fast and so frustating, we just have to study,studying and studied all the way. i know before this day came its gonna be a hard year on highschool.but i think its not gonna be that hard because i have this new class and its not that bad, i like the people here,they're fun and calm. it's like a good blend for the last grade so we can have fun but if we have to be serious then we're serious,maybe its not soo exciting like XI IS 2 but i like this class,so i can be study harder but not to be frustating.and yeah i like XI IS 2 too i really had a great year with all of them :).
hmm what i gonna wrote now..my holiday? well my holiday its not that good nor bad,i didn't go to bali,jogja or anything i just sleepover at my cousin house with my other cousin,and you know what? i think i like children,maybe im not a kind of "eeeh adee lagi main apaa? sini yuk main sama kakak,aduuh kamu lucu bgt sih" type (ahahaha it's too long) but i kind of play bicycle with them,share stories,BE one of them. and i think it's good it doesnt made you the "big sister" but its made you their bestfriend. one thing you shud know about getting sympathy with someone,and i mean someone its everyone not only a kid,it's to open your mind to their behave,share your stories,try to buy their routines and try to act like them sometimes ;D.
uugh what else i shud write? ooh yeah i forget to tell you,"guitar" got to PJ.and it's mean one unF-ingbelieavable year again with him ahahahay,i wish samira with me now so we just can shouting "sunshine,sunshine" like when i was a junior highschool :c.
aaand i think thats all for now(i dont really end it now but blame this effin low bat that say 15 minutes remaining so i think ive got to end it now),and btw i still keep the track with bangedo teehee :D
Regards,Dira <3
so now is the senior years or they said its the year that everything seems so fast and so frustating, we just have to study,studying and studied all the way. i know before this day came its gonna be a hard year on highschool.but i think its not gonna be that hard because i have this new class and its not that bad, i like the people here,they're fun and calm. it's like a good blend for the last grade so we can have fun but if we have to be serious then we're serious,maybe its not soo exciting like XI IS 2 but i like this class,so i can be study harder but not to be frustating.and yeah i like XI IS 2 too i really had a great year with all of them :).
hmm what i gonna wrote now..my holiday? well my holiday its not that good nor bad,i didn't go to bali,jogja or anything i just sleepover at my cousin house with my other cousin,and you know what? i think i like children,maybe im not a kind of "eeeh adee lagi main apaa? sini yuk main sama kakak,aduuh kamu lucu bgt sih" type (ahahaha it's too long) but i kind of play bicycle with them,share stories,BE one of them. and i think it's good it doesnt made you the "big sister" but its made you their bestfriend. one thing you shud know about getting sympathy with someone,and i mean someone its everyone not only a kid,it's to open your mind to their behave,share your stories,try to buy their routines and try to act like them sometimes ;D.
uugh what else i shud write? ooh yeah i forget to tell you,"guitar" got to PJ.and it's mean one unF-ingbelieavable year again with him ahahahay,i wish samira with me now so we just can shouting "sunshine,sunshine" like when i was a junior highschool :c.
aaand i think thats all for now(i dont really end it now but blame this effin low bat that say 15 minutes remaining so i think ive got to end it now),and btw i still keep the track with bangedo teehee :D
Regards,Dira <3
Sabtu, 29 Mei 2010
from PHA to boys problem to celfit to prince of persia and then NATE DERN! (i kno,long title eh)
Oh my god it's happening again! remember when i told you that i had this weird "pounding heart attack" i mean my heart beat will thumping very fast and it just feel like there something wrong will about to come and it only happen if i feel insecure. Today it's happening again! and it sucks! am i the only one who felt this friggin weird feeling? c'mon i mean when i decided to not dating or searching a boy anymore(atleast for highschool),i though it was a good choice if i wanna live my highschool in a good way.
Because in my opinion boys are : a big disgrace and a perfect captivator because lotta girls had become victims of their bullshit-ness because what? because they're such a friggin liars and cheaters!.or for easy boys is a perfect life ruiner. Okay maybe it sounds to harsh,well im not a lesb or something okay i know that not all the boys is such a cheater and liars but it seems like there are only 5.24256 % total percentage of a boy who's not a liars.(okay,i just made up that one).
I think i kinda out of my first topic,okay back to the "pounding heart attack". Actually,im not really out from my topic because my "pounding heart attack" well it's too long and i want to make it simple so from now we call it PHA) okay because my PHA usually only exist if i met a boy that i had a crush on,so therefore i don't like anybody else right now,why that PHA thing still going on me!?.
Anyway,today i finally go to celfitt and i've met gendis and nindy there and there are "iki" iki is one of a consultant in celfit just like angga and he's kinda the "idol" of celfit and oh boy he such a stud! you know a typical seducing boys lol,and today he was just like fooled me around he told me that i can't go to celfit because i didn't bring the member card whatsoever,but then he said "lol,im just kidding,go ahead. btw,my name is iki who are you" and i was like "uh..umm..mm hehe..im dira,can i just go now please" rats! im such a retard.
Okay,stop with that iki boy,today after exercise for like 10 minutes and sauna for like 15 minutes. I watched this movie called "Prince Of Persia" actually this movie is like one of the most movie that im dying to watch on 2010(besides harry potter,kick ass,letters to juliet,shrek and iron man) and from all of it,i've been watched shrek,iron man and prince of persia and it's kinda sad because none of them is good as i thought but i guess shrek is good enoug though.
oh yeah,and today i had a tiny bit crush on jake gyllenhaal as Dastan well exactly maybe just Dastan not the jake boy, and i had this BIG crush on beauty and the geek member his name is NATE! today i just searched him and guess what i found? i found his myspace,tumblr and youtube! and i've just know that he was a comedian oooh no wonder he such a clown.okay i think i've just gonna wrote that for now and i can wait to give you this photo for today :
Because in my opinion boys are : a big disgrace and a perfect captivator because lotta girls had become victims of their bullshit-ness because what? because they're such a friggin liars and cheaters!.or for easy boys is a perfect life ruiner. Okay maybe it sounds to harsh,well im not a lesb or something okay i know that not all the boys is such a cheater and liars but it seems like there are only 5.24256 % total percentage of a boy who's not a liars.(okay,i just made up that one).
I think i kinda out of my first topic,okay back to the "pounding heart attack". Actually,im not really out from my topic because my "pounding heart attack" well it's too long and i want to make it simple so from now we call it PHA) okay because my PHA usually only exist if i met a boy that i had a crush on,so therefore i don't like anybody else right now,why that PHA thing still going on me!?.
Anyway,today i finally go to celfitt and i've met gendis and nindy there and there are "iki" iki is one of a consultant in celfit just like angga and he's kinda the "idol" of celfit and oh boy he such a stud! you know a typical seducing boys lol,and today he was just like fooled me around he told me that i can't go to celfit because i didn't bring the member card whatsoever,but then he said "lol,im just kidding,go ahead. btw,my name is iki who are you" and i was like "uh..umm..mm hehe..im dira,can i just go now please" rats! im such a retard.
Okay,stop with that iki boy,today after exercise for like 10 minutes and sauna for like 15 minutes. I watched this movie called "Prince Of Persia" actually this movie is like one of the most movie that im dying to watch on 2010(besides harry potter,kick ass,letters to juliet,shrek and iron man) and from all of it,i've been watched shrek,iron man and prince of persia and it's kinda sad because none of them is good as i thought but i guess shrek is good enoug though.
oh yeah,and today i had a tiny bit crush on jake gyllenhaal as Dastan well exactly maybe just Dastan not the jake boy, and i had this BIG crush on beauty and the geek member his name is NATE! today i just searched him and guess what i found? i found his myspace,tumblr and youtube! and i've just know that he was a comedian oooh no wonder he such a clown.okay i think i've just gonna wrote that for now and i can wait to give you this photo for today :
the first one are Dastan and Tamina,look how gorgeous they are :D and seconde one is the poster,look at her muscle, no wonder i had a tiny crush on him,right girls?
and it's yeah the one and only NATE DERN! you know,with a blink of eyes everybody knows that he's such a heart robbed lol i mean look at his funny face! love ya nateee <3<3
ps : i kinda miss him,who?..him the omg guy(lol random talking)
Best regards,Mrs.Dern or Dastan you can say lmao!
xoxo
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