from PHA to boys problem to celfit to prince of persia and then NATE DERN! (i kno,long title eh)

Oh my god it's happening again! remember when i told you that i had this weird "pounding heart attack" i mean my heart beat will thumping very fast and it just feel like there something wrong will about to come and it only happen if i feel insecure. Today it's happening again! and it sucks! am i the only one who felt this friggin weird feeling? c'mon i mean when i decided to not dating or searching a boy anymore(atleast for highschool),i though it was a good choice if i wanna live my highschool in a good way.

Because in my opinion boys are : a big disgrace and a perfect captivator because lotta girls had become victims of their bullshit-ness because what? because they're such a friggin liars and cheaters!.or for easy boys is a perfect life ruiner. Okay maybe it sounds to harsh,well im not a lesb or something okay i know that not all the boys is such a cheater and liars but it seems like there are only 5.24256 % total percentage of a boy who's not a liars.(okay,i just made up that one).

I think i kinda out of my first topic,okay back to the "pounding heart attack". Actually,im not really out from my topic because my "pounding heart attack" well it's too long and i want to make it simple so from now we call it PHA) okay because my PHA usually only exist if i met a boy that i had a crush on,so therefore i don't like anybody else right now,why that PHA thing still going on me!?.

Anyway,today i finally go to celfitt and i've met gendis and nindy there and there are "iki" iki is one of a consultant in celfit just like angga and he's kinda the "idol" of celfit and oh boy he such a stud! you know a typical seducing boys lol,and today he was just like fooled me around he told me that i can't go to celfit because i didn't bring the member card whatsoever,but then he said "lol,im just kidding,go ahead. btw,my name is iki who are you" and i was like "uh..umm..mm hehe..im dira,can i just go now please" rats! im such a retard.

Okay,stop with that iki boy,today after exercise for like 10 minutes and sauna for like 15 minutes. I watched this movie called "Prince Of  Persia" actually this movie is like one of the most movie that im dying to watch on 2010(besides harry potter,kick ass,letters to juliet,shrek and iron man) and from all of it,i've been watched shrek,iron man and prince of persia and it's kinda sad because none of them is good as i thought but i guess shrek is good enoug though.

oh yeah,and today i had a tiny bit crush on jake gyllenhaal as Dastan well exactly maybe just Dastan not the jake boy, and i had this BIG crush on beauty and the geek member his name is NATE! today i just searched him and guess what i found? i found his myspace,tumblr and youtube! and i've just know that he was a comedian oooh no wonder he such a clown.okay i think i've just gonna wrote that for now and i can wait to give you this photo for today :

 the first one are Dastan and Tamina,look how gorgeous they are :D and seconde one is the poster,look at her muscle, no wonder i had a tiny crush on him,right girls?

and it's yeah the one and only NATE DERN! you know,with a blink of eyes everybody knows that he's such a heart robbed lol i mean look at his funny face! love ya nateee <3<3

ps : i kinda miss him,who?..him the omg guy(lol random talking)

Best regards,Mrs.Dern or Dastan you can say lmao!

xoxo