from PHA to boys problem to celfit to prince of persia and then NATE DERN! (i kno,long title eh)

Oh my god it's happening again! remember when i told you that i had this weird "pounding heart attack" i mean my heart beat will thumping very fast and it just feel like there something wrong will about to come and it only happen if i feel insecure. Today it's happening again! and it sucks! am i the only one who felt this friggin weird feeling? c'mon i mean when i decided to not dating or searching a boy anymore(atleast for highschool),i though it was a good choice if i wanna live my highschool in a good way.

Because in my opinion boys are : a big disgrace and a perfect captivator because lotta girls had become victims of their bullshit-ness because what? because they're such a friggin liars and cheaters!.or for easy boys is a perfect life ruiner. Okay maybe it sounds to harsh,well im not a lesb or something okay i know that not all the boys is such a cheater and liars but it seems like there are only 5.24256 % total percentage of a boy who's not a liars.(okay,i just made up that one).

I think i kinda out of my first topic,okay back to the "pounding heart attack". Actually,im not really out from my topic because my "pounding heart attack" well it's too long and i want to make it simple so from now we call it PHA) okay because my PHA usually only exist if i met a boy that i had a crush on,so therefore i don't like anybody else right now,why that PHA thing still going on me!?.

Anyway,today i finally go to celfitt and i've met gendis and nindy there and there are "iki" iki is one of a consultant in celfit just like angga and he's kinda the "idol" of celfit and oh boy he such a stud! you know a typical seducing boys lol,and today he was just like fooled me around he told me that i can't go to celfit because i didn't bring the member card whatsoever,but then he said "lol,im just kidding,go ahead. btw,my name is iki who are you" and i was like "uh..umm..mm hehe..im dira,can i just go now please" rats! im such a retard.

Okay,stop with that iki boy,today after exercise for like 10 minutes and sauna for like 15 minutes. I watched this movie called "Prince Of  Persia" actually this movie is like one of the most movie that im dying to watch on 2010(besides harry potter,kick ass,letters to juliet,shrek and iron man) and from all of it,i've been watched shrek,iron man and prince of persia and it's kinda sad because none of them is good as i thought but i guess shrek is good enoug though.

oh yeah,and today i had a tiny bit crush on jake gyllenhaal as Dastan well exactly maybe just Dastan not the jake boy, and i had this BIG crush on beauty and the geek member his name is NATE! today i just searched him and guess what i found? i found his myspace,tumblr and youtube! and i've just know that he was a comedian oooh no wonder he such a clown.okay i think i've just gonna wrote that for now and i can wait to give you this photo for today :

 the first one are Dastan and Tamina,look how gorgeous they are :D and seconde one is the poster,look at her muscle, no wonder i had a tiny crush on him,right girls?

and it's yeah the one and only NATE DERN! you know,with a blink of eyes everybody knows that he's such a heart robbed lol i mean look at his funny face! love ya nateee <3<3

ps : i kinda miss him,who?..him the omg guy(lol random talking)

Best regards,Mrs.Dern or Dastan you can say lmao!

xoxo

cam-day sunday!

ahooy people! soo this sunday is my WEBCAM DAAY. so my friend tigi came to my home this afternoon.we're chat and gossiping a lil bit about our school and then we decided to play(absolutely)OMEGLE!(yea..what else it can be). soo we've met some cool guys and cute one that just look like justin bieber smacking hair version he's 16 just like us,well he's a perv afterall but wait..he's not that kind of useless perv that showing off their dick without sayin somethin.but he's kinda perv that's like"yea im a perv,i mean all the guys do,but im not a hyprocite who told anyone that im not a perv but suddenly just showing off their dicks. i want to see ur boobs if u want to show urs,but if u dont want to then is alright i mean its up to you" aaaw he's just soo understanding :D.

soo we still chat and then he have me his skype and yahoo email. and then we continued it on skype,when i asked him "you told me that youre sleepy,why dont you take a rest alec" (oh yeah i forget to tell you that his name is alec,alec mcdonald that is) and he said "well i wanna chat with you,is that okay?" aaaaw alec you such a cutie :3. well enough with that alec guy,then tigi introduced me with some of her omegle friends. well first one is martinus: he's from california or somethin,he's a good guy,well they both do. but i think martin really likes tigi and i mean like LIKE literally LIKE. then mahmut: he's turkish,a pilot,and kinda hot(atleast that's what tigi said)and he likes tigi too. lol she's soo lucky.

after omegle-ing and webcam-ing with some omegle friends. then we've decided to take some pict,first i thought were gonna take it from cameroid then tigi said "pake seenly aja dir" whaa? seenly? haha okay maybe im too oldfashioned compared with those "alpus" kid. "hah seenly apaan gi?" "ah lumah omeglean mulu sih,itu loh sejenis cameroid lah tp warnanya lebih bagus" "ooh ya..ya" then we take some pic and yeah thats pretty good i guess ;D. after a very very long photoshooting ;p.tigi go home. then after a couple minutes later "BANGEDO" greet me yaaayy! and we've chat a bi i asked him "hey where have you been" he said"i just gi back from airport,my father just back from US he's motorcyling a lot there" err well i dont really get it but i guess his father is some kind of racer or somethin well yeah im gonna ask him later. but sadly he wanna go to somewhere with his family he said today is kind of mother's day or ehatever in his country. and he said he's gonna greet me again after 1 hours. but i dont online :p well yeah i have to study afterall ;p.

okay thats all for today,ciaaao :3

Tudai..

omg! did i told ya before? i remodel my blooog! look..now it aint look that gloomy and dreary again! yaayy! anyway i want to tell you about today. well today i can say im not too lazy like any other day before *applause*,today i listened to that effin bored teacher A.K.A nobita girl version A.K.A endang A.K.A eek udang(oops!) well though i still dont get it what she was talkin(atleast i listen rite?) and i wrote it guys! i repeat,i WROTE IT! and yeah now i feel smarter already lol*big applause*.

today,i forgot to bring my money,so i went to IA2 at break time and listened to ai and yaya convo.during the second lessons disty and i are sooo fuckin bored so we decided to wrote some shit in her note about that lessons. well i dont really remember what i've written there but i do remember some..it somethin like "disty: i even dont know what is she talking about ! its about some maximum or minimum f(x) or somethin,i just want to meet that hottie turkish!" and i was just like "dira:and i myself cant wait to see some hotties global and oel guys,haha well yeah i sounds like a cougar now-,-.timee please move more fasteer!".
  
well the rest of the class just not that important,so im gonna skip that until the last hour,after we're "sholat" icung ask me to go to canteen and when we were walk into there,suddenly there's a bunch of guys no..what did i say..i mean a bunch of HOTTIES guys that walking towards us..well i mean towards "mph". and then i saw this goody good looking guy that looks like finn hudson junior high school version,his back number is "7",and i decided to watch his game than goin to canteen with icung(lol sorry cung :( ),i even forgot that im hungry when i watched him played basketball lol (that's too much). and then i know his name for dika his name is chris and he's from global(yea no wonder).


i was thinking about get some sushi,but that fuckin montaro sushi still not come and when the game over i just couldnt help myself to eat then im goin to niki sushi with facha,and we ordered some sushi,facha ordered salmon crispy or somethin and im spicy ebi crunchy :9 ,after we full(well technically it's facha that already full and im still hungry)so i've got "tahu bulat" for dessert lol. before i went home,i go to "mamat" first to accompany facha,and we've met agam and a couple minutes later mangap came and guess with whom he came? yeaa its JOJO-,- then we have a lil greet then they're goin somewhere for "akpol" i think.


after that facha and agam take me to home,and then i've got home and wait pak nardi to come. after pak nardi come and he gives me this and that and then he's goin home.and now im online at my laptop(again) my nomegle friend vielle greet me and told me about her girl then "sapi" greet me but i was just not in the mood to reply it,ya kno he's just look like aditr lately,i mean not literally but he behave like him. and now i desperately waiting somethin interesting to come..i dont know what it is it can be some delicious food i've been craving somethin to eat now,or it can be a guy,an omegle guy that is..ROFLMAO ya know.. ;D




regards,dira
okay now im not goin to put some pict ,cos the only pict i want to put rite now is only that "finn wannabe" photos and if i put his photos on my blog its gonna looks like im a total cougar stalker.


but anyhow,i do wanna put some shit on my blog..so i think i just gonna put his URL,so you just can take a look it urself :D
here it is:
www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=2808932&id=640234798#!/cgramm?ref=ts <--TOTALLY STUD

i dont really have an idea what the title is..

so i just skip school today,yea i kno..im turning into laziest person on earth again! but i just dont feel to go to school rite now,first of all im tired okay,im tired of all the school stuff(okay i know im not some tosca committee or somethin) but i just tired of the people,the teachers and the crowded at tosca,i want some private time with myself(HAHA as if!) but its true,so today i asked "opung" for his permission and he agreed.
i spent this day watching glee episode 14-16(that i brought from dika house yesterday),it's pretty good though..jonathan groff is totally i mean like LITERALLY a stud!(although i hate his lips when he was singing,it's kinda looks gay,cos his lip movements are very similar to rachel berry lip,i thought it's some kind of broadway thingy that can make they're voice more beautiful..yea wtv).

anyway i kinda hate this week(although it's not even past the second day of the week) well..i dont want to sounds bleak or somethin,but yeah i was on the bleak position in my life now,uh..oh did i told you before? that i had a fight with "bangedo" okay that's not like literally but well..i think he's mad at me,okay here's the story : so yesterday im online on msn and after a couple hours "bangedo" greet me,so we were chat a little bit and then i ask him"how did you know my full name?" and after his non sense answer then he admit that he stalked me or somethin.
okay straight to the point,5 minutes later I finally asked him, is your last name begin with "w" ? ,he answered "maybe" I replied "really..." first of all i thought he gonna ask "how did you know?" then im gonna say "it's on ur contact profile",but he said this instead (okay I forgot what he said exactly )"but it's kinda like this " you've known my name before,don't pretend you didn't know that Mrs.fake stalker "then i panicked i don't know how to answer that and i've just said" whaa?" he didn't replied it and then i left my laptop and called dika and icung!.

so..i told that to icung and she was like "iya dir gua kalo jadi lo juga malu,kalo gitu ntar lo langsung off aja apa bilang dadah dulu ke dia" i said"yaudah cung gua telanjur malu,kalo ada tanda2 dia bales berarti mungkin dia masih gak ilfeel ya sama gua,kalo ga dibales yaudah lah pasrah aja sama dia ahahaha,tp gua tetep mau langsung off biarpun dia jawab" then we agreed,so with a pounding and a falter heart(LOL too much) I walked over to my laptop, and slowly peeking a little bit at msn, and it turns out....."bangedo" didn't say anything at all........KIDDIN! he typed somethin but i just dont have the guts to look at it soo i've just sign out!! thats all.


and now i can't stop thinking about what he said(again) well regret is always come at the end dont ya?,okay i need some consular pleasee!
anyway i've been waste my time to editing this photo today,here it is:

it's cool eh? LOL loved glee xx

regards,Dira