i dont really have an idea what the title is..

so i just skip school today,yea i kno..im turning into laziest person on earth again! but i just dont feel to go to school rite now,first of all im tired okay,im tired of all the school stuff(okay i know im not some tosca committee or somethin) but i just tired of the people,the teachers and the crowded at tosca,i want some private time with myself(HAHA as if!) but its true,so today i asked "opung" for his permission and he agreed.
i spent this day watching glee episode 14-16(that i brought from dika house yesterday),it's pretty good though..jonathan groff is totally i mean like LITERALLY a stud!(although i hate his lips when he was singing,it's kinda looks gay,cos his lip movements are very similar to rachel berry lip,i thought it's some kind of broadway thingy that can make they're voice more beautiful..yea wtv).

anyway i kinda hate this week(although it's not even past the second day of the week) well..i dont want to sounds bleak or somethin,but yeah i was on the bleak position in my life now,uh..oh did i told you before? that i had a fight with "bangedo" okay that's not like literally but well..i think he's mad at me,okay here's the story : so yesterday im online on msn and after a couple hours "bangedo" greet me,so we were chat a little bit and then i ask him"how did you know my full name?" and after his non sense answer then he admit that he stalked me or somethin.
okay straight to the point,5 minutes later I finally asked him, is your last name begin with "w" ? ,he answered "maybe" I replied "really..." first of all i thought he gonna ask "how did you know?" then im gonna say "it's on ur contact profile",but he said this instead (okay I forgot what he said exactly )"but it's kinda like this " you've known my name before,don't pretend you didn't know that Mrs.fake stalker "then i panicked i don't know how to answer that and i've just said" whaa?" he didn't replied it and then i left my laptop and called dika and icung!.

so..i told that to icung and she was like "iya dir gua kalo jadi lo juga malu,kalo gitu ntar lo langsung off aja apa bilang dadah dulu ke dia" i said"yaudah cung gua telanjur malu,kalo ada tanda2 dia bales berarti mungkin dia masih gak ilfeel ya sama gua,kalo ga dibales yaudah lah pasrah aja sama dia ahahaha,tp gua tetep mau langsung off biarpun dia jawab" then we agreed,so with a pounding and a falter heart(LOL too much) I walked over to my laptop, and slowly peeking a little bit at msn, and it turns out....."bangedo" didn't say anything at all........KIDDIN! he typed somethin but i just dont have the guts to look at it soo i've just sign out!! thats all.


and now i can't stop thinking about what he said(again) well regret is always come at the end dont ya?,okay i need some consular pleasee!
anyway i've been waste my time to editing this photo today,here it is:

it's cool eh? LOL loved glee xx

regards,Dira