ppl that SO on my list!

so i was just like opened up my facebook again and look some old photos of me and my friends back then,and i don't know why it just pop up suddenly in my head that i really shud make a list about the "COOLEST PEOPLE IVE MET ON HIGHSCHOOL" in case some paparazzi need it when im about 26 or 27 and ive already had a dozen tonys and oscars and they wanna know bout my highschool i totally gonna gave them those name.
and yeah so now i shud exactly like study for tomorrow but i really really dont want to do it so i think i just sit back and make this blog.

back to my list,well actually t's kinda hard for me to make that list because ive met soo many people on higschool most of them are pretty good actually and because of that i rewrite my list and i just gonna tell you why i choose them to be one of the most coolest people on highschool but still im not gonna tell their names.
i know that highschool was supposed to be time-to-make-all-your-mis-take-before-its-too-late but i dont think by "all mistake" it shud like all of them,really,i mean some people in higschool told me that were supposed to be have soo many boyfriend before were married so we can kick up on heel's before we were old and blablablah. and i think thats bullshit! i mean come on,okay i admit its really good to have people that we loved but i ask you, its good to break up with someone? to have our own pain in the heart?! thats ridiculous,i agree with ppl that want to have a boyf but i dont agree to spending your time in highschool and had a boyf as much as you want it just lame!
and bakt to my ppl on the list they really...dont make a status relationship a big deal,they know what they want and they will commit to it as long as they need it.

My list ppl just know how to act they dont really follow what others ppls do but they do what they think its cool,which is make themself really cool because most ppl doesnt like what they'r like. for example when everybodys like A they like C or D and i mean by C or D it's not somethin weird like some freakish nerd-ish object or maybe anime cosplay or wtv that is.it;s more like somethin cool that everyone doesnt know but like in 8 or 9 years later it booming and everyones know but really my list ppl know it first.

my list people just doesnt like to kiss somebody(or teachers)ass,they just be theirself well  i must say that it's(some of my list) because not all the ppl on my list do this,but i much like them because they being themself not what everyone want.

i dont know why but my list people is soo not totally an 'ababil' they dont really make twitter or tumblr or facebook to be some freakish place where you can put all of your emotion without think what other ppl thoughts if their write that,like some dumb 'ababil' do. i mean they know what they want to write and if its kind of sarcastic they just know how to write it without being to arrogant.

well i think there's much more about y list but im too lazy to write that soo..


Regards,Dira

new grade

hii bloog! it's been a year maybe ..no it's more like 6 month or..oh whatever,yeah its been like a couple of months i dont write this blog,im a senior now and that's mean im ready for UAN or can be called the "FINAL EXAM" it's the reason i can't really do blogging or writing or whatever,because i had a tight schedule..okay maybe its sounds like im boosting it but true,normally ive go to school gossiping,eating,praying,gossiping,sleeping,home,dvd-ing and sleeping. but now it's like homework-ing everyday..everyday is full of humongous crap homework. whether it's a presentation or a paper work,still it's a homework.

Many stories that i havent had a time to write it in here that has been passed,but now im gonna tell it. first,it turns out that disty and bangjo = not really working,disty had a new boyfriend now his name is jodi and he's our classmate,they've met long before were a classmate so it's not really surprising that(finally) they were a couple. its weird that i had this feeling that im happy and sad at the same time when i heard disty had boyf,okay maybe im not sounds like a good friend,but its not like i dont want her to happy or anything it just because all this time me and disty are like a partner in crime when it's about a boy,like when im with edo she's with joe,and the fact that we had a same love stories(i mean about our ex bf) and now she had a boyfriend and im happy with it but i just hope that she's still remember me and all..uhh i know i sounds like a bad friend :(  but anyway jodi is a nice guy she's not a typical jerky or scumbag and i know that jodi loves her very much so i hope theyd be a nice happy long lasting couple(amen).

Okay talk about a boy,i don't really have someone that close to me and i mean boy,yeah like always-.- i mean it's not like no one wants me or anything,i think it just because im just too traumatic about my past love stories that i told to myself not to have nor to seek a boyf for now,and "now" begin to "months" and i feel happy about it,okay maybe not happy but atleast i feel save,i think that atleast i dont have to feel my heart thumping again or thinking about someone all the time or being awkward all the time or talk about sa guy to my friend so they can now how much i love him, no..i dont have to do it when i dont love someone.

Speaking about idontlikeanyguy me and edo = done,i know maybe i sound weird because he's just an omegle friend but it's obvious maybe i really like him and you know what? i just found out that i have this weird desease that when i know someone care to me (and for this case i mean a"guy") i just ditch them, that's it ditch-them! so when edo happen to be more care to me i just sign off my msn and never ever(literally)opened it again(until now) some other girls maybe a normal one would be happy if they found out that they have a secret admirer,but not me..and before i got this too far and people think im a lesbo just erase that thought im not a lesbo in fact i loved guys i totally would love to tap them,but it just been a long time for me.

I've been literally closed my heart for any guy out there when i know beny cruelly broke my heart,i think that karma does exist and i deserved it because i broke someone heart too. So because of it i start to don't even want to speak to any guy..really.okay not literally,i still talk to my classmate or schoolmate and a bunch of old friends but it's because i know them and they dont trying to get to know me,but when it's about some guys some stranger guys i can't, just can't, my mind and my body just mix up and tell me to ditch them and it really irritating but i just cant talk to them,you know did it's just because im too shy? or im just too awkward to be true *sigh*.

o yeah and btw year 12 it's pretty good not necessary,it's like a cool year everyone so mature and all. but still 11 grade are the best. uh oh i just wanna tell you that insyallah next week i would get my new ipod touch YAAY and its because i saved my money and i try so hard to not really eat at school, so now i can have an ipod again mihihihi.


okay thats all for now
regards,dira

blabla

it's been so long since i wrote my last blog,so i just reread again my blog from first to the last. And it turns out that all this time i just wrote not anything but a RUBBISH,i mean omegle? guys? and some other effin shit that doesn't important at all thank god it's a private blog,but i just think that what if is not? what if is not a private blog? can i just wrote the blog and show it to the ppl like raditya or sherina do? well,but afterall those ppl had somethin' interesting to write about,not like me. And why suddenly i thought of showing my blog to the ppl!? i think i just have to stick to my first plan that one reason i ever made this blog it's to only write about my "uneg-uneg" and that time my "uneg-uneg" it's just about sapi-.-.

so now is the senior years or they said its the year that everything seems so fast and so frustating, we just have to study,studying and studied all the way. i know before this day came its gonna be a hard year on highschool.but i think its not gonna be that hard because i have this new class and its not that bad, i like the people here,they're fun and calm. it's like a good blend for the last grade so we can have fun but if we have to be serious then we're serious,maybe its not soo exciting like XI IS 2 but i like this class,so i can be study harder but not to be frustating.and yeah i like XI IS 2 too i really had a great year with all of them :).

hmm what i gonna wrote now..my holiday? well my holiday its not that good nor bad,i didn't go to bali,jogja or anything i just sleepover at my cousin house with my other cousin,and you know what? i think i like children,maybe im not a kind of "eeeh adee lagi main apaa? sini yuk main sama kakak,aduuh kamu lucu bgt sih" type (ahahaha it's too long) but i kind of play bicycle with them,share stories,BE one of them. and i think it's good it doesnt made you the "big sister" but its made you their bestfriend. one thing you shud know about getting sympathy with someone,and i mean someone its everyone not only a kid,it's to open your mind to their behave,share your stories,try to buy their routines and try to act like them sometimes ;D.

uugh what else i shud write? ooh yeah i forget to tell you,"guitar" got to PJ.and it's mean one unF-ingbelieavable year again with him ahahahay,i wish samira with me now so we just can shouting "sunshine,sunshine" like when i was a junior highschool :c.

aaand i think thats all for now(i dont really end it now but blame this effin low bat that say 15 minutes remaining so i think ive got to end it now),and btw i still keep the track with bangedo teehee :D

Regards,Dira <3

from PHA to boys problem to celfit to prince of persia and then NATE DERN! (i kno,long title eh)

Oh my god it's happening again! remember when i told you that i had this weird "pounding heart attack" i mean my heart beat will thumping very fast and it just feel like there something wrong will about to come and it only happen if i feel insecure. Today it's happening again! and it sucks! am i the only one who felt this friggin weird feeling? c'mon i mean when i decided to not dating or searching a boy anymore(atleast for highschool),i though it was a good choice if i wanna live my highschool in a good way.

Because in my opinion boys are : a big disgrace and a perfect captivator because lotta girls had become victims of their bullshit-ness because what? because they're such a friggin liars and cheaters!.or for easy boys is a perfect life ruiner. Okay maybe it sounds to harsh,well im not a lesb or something okay i know that not all the boys is such a cheater and liars but it seems like there are only 5.24256 % total percentage of a boy who's not a liars.(okay,i just made up that one).

I think i kinda out of my first topic,okay back to the "pounding heart attack". Actually,im not really out from my topic because my "pounding heart attack" well it's too long and i want to make it simple so from now we call it PHA) okay because my PHA usually only exist if i met a boy that i had a crush on,so therefore i don't like anybody else right now,why that PHA thing still going on me!?.

Anyway,today i finally go to celfitt and i've met gendis and nindy there and there are "iki" iki is one of a consultant in celfit just like angga and he's kinda the "idol" of celfit and oh boy he such a stud! you know a typical seducing boys lol,and today he was just like fooled me around he told me that i can't go to celfit because i didn't bring the member card whatsoever,but then he said "lol,im just kidding,go ahead. btw,my name is iki who are you" and i was like "uh..umm..mm hehe..im dira,can i just go now please" rats! im such a retard.

Okay,stop with that iki boy,today after exercise for like 10 minutes and sauna for like 15 minutes. I watched this movie called "Prince Of  Persia" actually this movie is like one of the most movie that im dying to watch on 2010(besides harry potter,kick ass,letters to juliet,shrek and iron man) and from all of it,i've been watched shrek,iron man and prince of persia and it's kinda sad because none of them is good as i thought but i guess shrek is good enoug though.

oh yeah,and today i had a tiny bit crush on jake gyllenhaal as Dastan well exactly maybe just Dastan not the jake boy, and i had this BIG crush on beauty and the geek member his name is NATE! today i just searched him and guess what i found? i found his myspace,tumblr and youtube! and i've just know that he was a comedian oooh no wonder he such a clown.okay i think i've just gonna wrote that for now and i can wait to give you this photo for today :

 the first one are Dastan and Tamina,look how gorgeous they are :D and seconde one is the poster,look at her muscle, no wonder i had a tiny crush on him,right girls?

and it's yeah the one and only NATE DERN! you know,with a blink of eyes everybody knows that he's such a heart robbed lol i mean look at his funny face! love ya nateee <3<3

ps : i kinda miss him,who?..him the omg guy(lol random talking)

Best regards,Mrs.Dern or Dastan you can say lmao!

xoxo

cam-day sunday!

ahooy people! soo this sunday is my WEBCAM DAAY. so my friend tigi came to my home this afternoon.we're chat and gossiping a lil bit about our school and then we decided to play(absolutely)OMEGLE!(yea..what else it can be). soo we've met some cool guys and cute one that just look like justin bieber smacking hair version he's 16 just like us,well he's a perv afterall but wait..he's not that kind of useless perv that showing off their dick without sayin somethin.but he's kinda perv that's like"yea im a perv,i mean all the guys do,but im not a hyprocite who told anyone that im not a perv but suddenly just showing off their dicks. i want to see ur boobs if u want to show urs,but if u dont want to then is alright i mean its up to you" aaaw he's just soo understanding :D.

soo we still chat and then he have me his skype and yahoo email. and then we continued it on skype,when i asked him "you told me that youre sleepy,why dont you take a rest alec" (oh yeah i forget to tell you that his name is alec,alec mcdonald that is) and he said "well i wanna chat with you,is that okay?" aaaaw alec you such a cutie :3. well enough with that alec guy,then tigi introduced me with some of her omegle friends. well first one is martinus: he's from california or somethin,he's a good guy,well they both do. but i think martin really likes tigi and i mean like LIKE literally LIKE. then mahmut: he's turkish,a pilot,and kinda hot(atleast that's what tigi said)and he likes tigi too. lol she's soo lucky.

after omegle-ing and webcam-ing with some omegle friends. then we've decided to take some pict,first i thought were gonna take it from cameroid then tigi said "pake seenly aja dir" whaa? seenly? haha okay maybe im too oldfashioned compared with those "alpus" kid. "hah seenly apaan gi?" "ah lumah omeglean mulu sih,itu loh sejenis cameroid lah tp warnanya lebih bagus" "ooh ya..ya" then we take some pic and yeah thats pretty good i guess ;D. after a very very long photoshooting ;p.tigi go home. then after a couple minutes later "BANGEDO" greet me yaaayy! and we've chat a bi i asked him "hey where have you been" he said"i just gi back from airport,my father just back from US he's motorcyling a lot there" err well i dont really get it but i guess his father is some kind of racer or somethin well yeah im gonna ask him later. but sadly he wanna go to somewhere with his family he said today is kind of mother's day or ehatever in his country. and he said he's gonna greet me again after 1 hours. but i dont online :p well yeah i have to study afterall ;p.

okay thats all for today,ciaaao :3

Tudai..

omg! did i told ya before? i remodel my blooog! look..now it aint look that gloomy and dreary again! yaayy! anyway i want to tell you about today. well today i can say im not too lazy like any other day before *applause*,today i listened to that effin bored teacher A.K.A nobita girl version A.K.A endang A.K.A eek udang(oops!) well though i still dont get it what she was talkin(atleast i listen rite?) and i wrote it guys! i repeat,i WROTE IT! and yeah now i feel smarter already lol*big applause*.

today,i forgot to bring my money,so i went to IA2 at break time and listened to ai and yaya convo.during the second lessons disty and i are sooo fuckin bored so we decided to wrote some shit in her note about that lessons. well i dont really remember what i've written there but i do remember some..it somethin like "disty: i even dont know what is she talking about ! its about some maximum or minimum f(x) or somethin,i just want to meet that hottie turkish!" and i was just like "dira:and i myself cant wait to see some hotties global and oel guys,haha well yeah i sounds like a cougar now-,-.timee please move more fasteer!".
  
well the rest of the class just not that important,so im gonna skip that until the last hour,after we're "sholat" icung ask me to go to canteen and when we were walk into there,suddenly there's a bunch of guys no..what did i say..i mean a bunch of HOTTIES guys that walking towards us..well i mean towards "mph". and then i saw this goody good looking guy that looks like finn hudson junior high school version,his back number is "7",and i decided to watch his game than goin to canteen with icung(lol sorry cung :( ),i even forgot that im hungry when i watched him played basketball lol (that's too much). and then i know his name for dika his name is chris and he's from global(yea no wonder).


i was thinking about get some sushi,but that fuckin montaro sushi still not come and when the game over i just couldnt help myself to eat then im goin to niki sushi with facha,and we ordered some sushi,facha ordered salmon crispy or somethin and im spicy ebi crunchy :9 ,after we full(well technically it's facha that already full and im still hungry)so i've got "tahu bulat" for dessert lol. before i went home,i go to "mamat" first to accompany facha,and we've met agam and a couple minutes later mangap came and guess with whom he came? yeaa its JOJO-,- then we have a lil greet then they're goin somewhere for "akpol" i think.


after that facha and agam take me to home,and then i've got home and wait pak nardi to come. after pak nardi come and he gives me this and that and then he's goin home.and now im online at my laptop(again) my nomegle friend vielle greet me and told me about her girl then "sapi" greet me but i was just not in the mood to reply it,ya kno he's just look like aditr lately,i mean not literally but he behave like him. and now i desperately waiting somethin interesting to come..i dont know what it is it can be some delicious food i've been craving somethin to eat now,or it can be a guy,an omegle guy that is..ROFLMAO ya know.. ;D




regards,dira
okay now im not goin to put some pict ,cos the only pict i want to put rite now is only that "finn wannabe" photos and if i put his photos on my blog its gonna looks like im a total cougar stalker.


but anyhow,i do wanna put some shit on my blog..so i think i just gonna put his URL,so you just can take a look it urself :D
here it is:
www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=2808932&id=640234798#!/cgramm?ref=ts <--TOTALLY STUD

i dont really have an idea what the title is..

so i just skip school today,yea i kno..im turning into laziest person on earth again! but i just dont feel to go to school rite now,first of all im tired okay,im tired of all the school stuff(okay i know im not some tosca committee or somethin) but i just tired of the people,the teachers and the crowded at tosca,i want some private time with myself(HAHA as if!) but its true,so today i asked "opung" for his permission and he agreed.
i spent this day watching glee episode 14-16(that i brought from dika house yesterday),it's pretty good though..jonathan groff is totally i mean like LITERALLY a stud!(although i hate his lips when he was singing,it's kinda looks gay,cos his lip movements are very similar to rachel berry lip,i thought it's some kind of broadway thingy that can make they're voice more beautiful..yea wtv).

anyway i kinda hate this week(although it's not even past the second day of the week) well..i dont want to sounds bleak or somethin,but yeah i was on the bleak position in my life now,uh..oh did i told you before? that i had a fight with "bangedo" okay that's not like literally but well..i think he's mad at me,okay here's the story : so yesterday im online on msn and after a couple hours "bangedo" greet me,so we were chat a little bit and then i ask him"how did you know my full name?" and after his non sense answer then he admit that he stalked me or somethin.
okay straight to the point,5 minutes later I finally asked him, is your last name begin with "w" ? ,he answered "maybe" I replied "really..." first of all i thought he gonna ask "how did you know?" then im gonna say "it's on ur contact profile",but he said this instead (okay I forgot what he said exactly )"but it's kinda like this " you've known my name before,don't pretend you didn't know that Mrs.fake stalker "then i panicked i don't know how to answer that and i've just said" whaa?" he didn't replied it and then i left my laptop and called dika and icung!.

so..i told that to icung and she was like "iya dir gua kalo jadi lo juga malu,kalo gitu ntar lo langsung off aja apa bilang dadah dulu ke dia" i said"yaudah cung gua telanjur malu,kalo ada tanda2 dia bales berarti mungkin dia masih gak ilfeel ya sama gua,kalo ga dibales yaudah lah pasrah aja sama dia ahahaha,tp gua tetep mau langsung off biarpun dia jawab" then we agreed,so with a pounding and a falter heart(LOL too much) I walked over to my laptop, and slowly peeking a little bit at msn, and it turns out....."bangedo" didn't say anything at all........KIDDIN! he typed somethin but i just dont have the guts to look at it soo i've just sign out!! thats all.


and now i can't stop thinking about what he said(again) well regret is always come at the end dont ya?,okay i need some consular pleasee!
anyway i've been waste my time to editing this photo today,here it is:

it's cool eh? LOL loved glee xx

regards,Dira

Taylor F*CKING Swift!

well before you read this post!
i just wanna say..
(Parental ADVISORY for the BAD language,not good for children under age consumption or..taylor swift fan or..justin bieber(however,he was one of that biatch fan..oops))
kay..i've already told ya soo...enjoyed ;D


okay..just one words! I HATE HER(well thats make it 3 words then-,-) first of all i want to say..go to another fuckin planet you effin sh*t useless whore! youre voice even not that good! and your hair is soo boring! like your SONG!(well except for "you belong with me"),and is it not enough? you've been going out with jo jonas and taylor lautnet ferrgodsake! isnt that enough for ya!? and now you flirt with ma man!! yaas CORY MONTEITH! okay i know ure pretty and all(okay im gonna puke now)uh...oh what did i said? no! you're even not that pretty enough to hang out with my man cory,and you even respond when justin bieber seduce you! OMG now everyones know that ure not only a useless whore but you also an EFFIN,PEDO,SPOILED nastiest skank b**ch and a fugly slut! go f*ck urself ASSHOLES! oh yeah once again..your voice even NOT THAT GOOD! and stop flirting with every guys cougar!!

okay i think that's too much
well.. sorry ms.swift,i even dont really hate you that much..
i think it's becaus the PMS thingy..
or..it's about another biatch that i really wanna wrote here but then i thought i can write about you(because,afterall i do HATE you! lol)

okay that's all
best regards,dira monteith
xoxo ;p

THAT BITCH!

another"guhrreaat"day in my life :3

hey guyss guess what? i feel to write now! soo i think im goin to write some shit about my life..okay here it goes.
like my last post,i still cant get rid from my lazyness ughh..kayy this week is like a dipshit! why do we have to go to school if we doesnt learn anything!? okay i mean not literally anything,but we've just like dont do anything at school there were just like 2 class that had a teacher on it,okay thats it with the school thingy!
guess what fun about this week? well..give up? okay i give you the answer:
1.daniel nice greet me on facebook yesterday
2.i've met this cute guy from alix or somethin at school :p
3.im goin to disty's house with nindy and met this cute guy on omegle
5.our plan for next saturday : goin to celfitt with disty,nindy,gendis and ka tania,attending tosca opening,goin to VENE'S party after tosca
6.and the guhreaaat one isss TADAAA! EDO(yas that guy from dutch ive met on omegle) literally greet me AGAIN on msn and ask me to WEBCAMING! and then we were webcaming for like half an hour omg ive just dont have any words that can express myself now!

oh yeah and now,nanas like always greet me whether on msn or facebook or message,god i dont know why but its like YOURE GONNA GET SOMETHIN IF YOU LESS EXPECT IT atleast that what ive got now...omg whats wrong with this world,i think we never gonna know whats path that god choose for us,but i think he'll absolutely choose the very right path..

regards dira xoxo

okay,here it is our webcam! okay i just dont know what to say so..enjoyed :p


i think he's more like stud now,look at his new hair? isnt it cute :3

live your life!

yeppp it's me again dee to the raa dee raa! well we met again on my latest posting,and what im gonna post now? it's about...well yeah usually MY LIFE! sooo this week i was too lazy to doin anything..well yeah not anything like "fun" thing just the lamest one like "study" "learning" "typing(except computer typing of course :D)",soo lately i just too lazy too write a note,so i was just like fooling around with disty,painting with gendis,gossiping with alissa and nindy in class.

but there're some very unforgettable days lately,like when our class omegle-ing together,when nindy and i played at disty's house and absolutely we're playing OMEGLE!,and when disty,gendis,nindy and i swimming together at bsd golf,omegle-ing with nadya at snappy,then when i was playing at chika's house and met this cutie lil azka(gosh,he's very nice to me now!),uh oh there's more..when me and my father shopping together at plaza semanggi and i got this cool blue jeans and a pair of cute tees and the next day i went to fe's house and we've had this family gathering to"arisan" and to celebrated fe's 15 birthdaay theres's a lot and i mean like LITERALLY lot of delicious food there yaay! :D.

yeah what can i say now? i think highschool it's not really as hell like i thought before, i mean there's a little misunderstanding and probs with each other but it doesn't run too long. and this week just like the other week,i juts play,play and play and yeah a little bit studying i guess.but now in my last months at 11 grade i just want to feel what highschool really are,i wanted to try a "cabut" things,be punished together with classmate and etc. and i think im gonna do that at this month(okay i promise i only do for 1month!well yeah 2 maybe,but i wouldnt do that again).

but my happiness can't be separated from omegle mates,classmates,school mates and junior high school mates! and of course my father! he's a goody good dad okay not a perfect dad! but there's no perfect in this world though :).anyway 2 days ago alissa,nindy,gendis and moi! "cabut" from english and geography we were hiding at catholic class.we were gossiping and lazying,and the next day we do that too,but we've got a new member is disty and chika! and then we're gossiping again and again!
and now msn not seems blank like a few months ago,i've got some stranger friends and now im often chat with tigi at msn and tomorrow tigi,yania and i will have a dinner at sekbil together isn't that fun :D

well yeah i think that's all for today,i just had a little convo with my private teacher pak nardi(well yeah is that u called it convo,because from what I heard is I've only listened him gave me a lecture). well i wish tomorrow will be a better day and i wish i can have an iphone..i hope icung brings the iphone tomorrow amiiin :)

just some random pict when we were swimming:)


randooooooom <3

Click the stranger! -.-

like kenny rogers song "don't fall in love with a dreamer'" but in my case it seems like "don't fall in love with a stranger".
so today i woke up earlier than any other day, i woken up because my heart was punding really hard,and why is that? i think it's because im to curious with this guy-.- yeah i think you already know who he is! okay that guy on omegle,i don't have to tell his name.
i hate it okay! why i cant be a normal girl who loves a normal people like their senior or their classmate. i always loves the stranger! it's true i always like people who suddenly can click to my mind,okay i don't want to sounds creepy.
hmm for example like **z*,i don't know him,i mean i know him but i never talked to him, atleast i met him twice in my lifetime and for the first time i met him it's like a giant hammer suddenly hit me(okay,i know,too much!) and i think about him like always, but that day i was just like 12 years old,im not familiar with facebook or twitter soo it just dissapear due time. but suddenly 4 years later when i just look up my friends photo on fb,i saw him,i saw his picture with my friends,and i just know it's him then i ask tio for his name and tio said that's reza.

i honestly don't want to tell this but yeah i think it's for the comparing,i met **g* for the first time at ILP,and that time i thought it would be really nice to be his GF . i dont know why but i just thought of that.oh yeah and this is with note : i never ever talked to him or see his smile,i even didn't know his name that time. but 2 years later he shockingly,suddenly,obviously,literally be my boyfriend! strange eh.

oh and j***,i was like 5 grade when i first met him,i met him when i walked to my house after school and when i look up next to me,it was him. yeah i know he kind of cool. and i kinda like him but it's like 5 grade and like a love monkey,so im not too concerned about that. and like you can predicted 4 years later my friends introduced me with him.and i was like"i think i know you before" ckckck what a small world.

and now,i met this boy on omegle,like i said in my previous post.his face is like an ordinary "bule" in general,even gendis was ready to disconnected him! i could never know him if  i didn't said "noooo,can we try to chat with him" that time.why i've ever said that!? then again it's because that "click" thingy!. back again,so i waited him to OL from the last time we're chat,but i dont have the guts to greet him. until dika ask me to greet him,then i finally greet him on msn.first he didn't like he was online(i dont know,maybe he didnt wanna chat with me but it's like his msn always appearing off). so i 've waited for 15 minutes,20 minutes,and after half an hour im done! i gave up!. and i just eat chicken noodle with my sad face:'(.
suddenly my msn "beeping" i think maybe it's chika or somethin. and when i look at it it's...YEAH IT'S HIM! finally after a couple day's then i greet him "heeey mr!" but sadly he responded it with nothing...
i gave you our chat for example :

Dira said (3:54 AM):
heeeeey mr!
Edo says:
Heee Ms.
Dira says:
haha so did u remember me?
Edo says:
lol
you are the weird asian
Dira says:
ahahahah damn-.-
still played omegle? hahaha
Edo says:
haha not much
Dira says:
haha good for u ;p

yeah finished!fin!done!voltooid!fertiggestellt!selesai! that's it...and im sad...bye!
(oh for the love of god,i know im too stupid to takes seriously this omegle thing)

but like i said before,i also doesn't want to in love with a stranger,but what can i say,i just like people(in this case "guy") that can click to mine. though he's a nerd,perv,jerk or somethin but if he just "click" with me then i like him. i dont know either,strange eh? i think im not a kind of girl who can actually going out with someone because of other people help, or for easy"dicomblangin".
hmm i think i know why i havent been able to date someone lately. i think it's because this strange feeling eh?
and now there's this guy named dio(not dio pjmi) who suddenly talk to me,and ask my fb and twitter account,and always greet me when i was OL. can i like him?he's a stranger after all....
naah i think! i didn't had that "click" thingy inside my mind ;p
okay im tired and im desperated so goodbye :'( (im going to watch men in black.hope this is cheer me up)

This OMEGLE thingy!

yeah so i just wanna tell you because LATELY i felt addicted with this some kind of web!.what's interesting about this web is..you can chat with a stranger from around the world,and if you don't like it you just click the disconnect button,so the stranger will dissapear from your network and can be replaced with another stranger! that's called OMEGLE
interesting eh...wait till my next story and u'll be envy :D

so OMEGLE now,we're not only can chat with the stranger,but we actually can sees the person cause they're added this new feature which is they put the webcam in it so we can see the stranger while we're chat.
so,i already know omegle for like 8 months ago i think(i kinda forget)but i honestly don't like it because i didn't really good at english fo sho :p,but 2 months ago my friends dika or nindy or injas? i forgot who she is,tell me that OMEGLE now can use the webcam,im pretty curious but like i said,i really bad at english so i don't have the guts to try it alone :D.
until last holiday i saw vina had this printscreen shoot with this french guy and i kinda spite it. and then last sunday samira ask me to try this new OMEGLE, obviously she's saw santi's photo with her omegle friends too and she's kinda spite it too,just like me ;).
then we tried it at my cribs on my second floor(cause the light it's good there)and then here it goes..my first time cam chatting
(yeah i know,not that cute but this is the first time i tried)

and then we've met the cool one,OMG he's very hot and cool i can tell ya!




the nazi kids
(he's got a dirty poster on his back ;p)

and the Turkey,he's one of the first hot guy i've met on omegle,but he's like samira :( ughh to bad!
(i think he's at hmm u can say it "warnet")

the pervert and cutie one,he's sixteen he called us hottie,and he wanna see our boobs(wtf-.-) so we disconnected him


okay that's the first day,i've ever webcaming with a stranger..i kinda felt want to try it again,so the next day i told my class mate about my experience on omegle. Gendis,Nindy and Disty looks interested. then nindy,gendis and me decided to go to my house after school to play omegle.
and this is some picture we took it when webcaming at my house...

yeah he's evan A.K.A eh-vuun,nindy like him very much but he's only got Aim and nindy don't have it,so we had a little this "drama" about what we suppose to do with him
(he's look alike Bret McKenzie,anyway he's very sweet he called me cute and gendis adorable)

he's a French guy we've met on webRoullete,the point is he like nindy and gendis except me :( and i felt hopeless that time i think im not a kind of "Bule" type.
(baldy-.-(ngambek gitu haha))

nindy home earlier than us,so gendis and i decided to find some omegle guys again. so we look it up again and again through the dick,dick and effing dick head! and then we've met this guy called EDO! first,gendis didn't want to chat with him cause she said he just kind of "bule" we usually met. but i insisted to chat with him so..here it is!
(okay,what can i tell ya! he's so gorgeous,adorable and funny(and funny it's the important key ok!) he said he like me than gendis ahaha i thought finally there's a kind of guy who likes me :p he so silly,he likes to put an absurd face on camera,he said he's a loser but we all do?! i think..in this age we had some mistake and like always thought"im a loser",his 19,his birthday 1 february 91(i know it cause he showed me his passport or ID card) but he's not a kind of guy who 'muna' he told me his a perv but i think he didn't want to show it infront of me :D i really had a nice convo with dis person ;) )

and i still had a lot of our printscreen with another omegle guys,but i too tired to put it all in here so i just put from the first day and the second day i played it. So for 3 day's gendis,nindy and me went to gendis house(cause she had the closest house from school) and we played omegle in gendis brother bedroom's,on 3rd day we met Edo again at omegle,i was super excited and then i wrote 'edoooooooo!' and he was just like WTF! and he's disconnected me-.- from that i became hopeless again,cause edo had disconnected me. when gendis and nindy busy with the omegle,i was just like 'whyy..whyy' and uugghh i honestly didn't want to tell this but..fuck it! i prayed to Allah if Edo greet me again on omegle or whatever then we're a mate well atleast friend mate. and then after a few chat i decided to OL on msn.
suddenly,there was this people who greet me 'diraaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!' and i just like who's that? and when i look out his screen name,it's edo! okay again...it's EDO! woohoo that's what im talking about! maybe were really a mate after all haha(please god).
and then we chat like usually,but sadly he seems bored. Then he said he want to look after his dog who had ruin his garbage can and then we're done.......i mean not done DONE! but our chat was over then..

and now i just kinda miss him,i want to greet him but he looks like always offline. i think he's appear offline(guess i had a karma,cause i always appearing off though). uughhh what i gonna do know? i know its bad when were expected from the stranger more over the foreign stranger, but what can i do? he's absolutely stole my attention(not heart obvioustly,i didn't want to heard like an obssesed lunatic).

will i just forget him? or try it again? (atleast i want to be his friend's)
okay or it just gonna be a webchat fling? he's just a stranger after all......WTV i think just go with the flow...
OKAY THAT'S ALL BUBYE!
had a great great weekend(sorry i kinda like totally absurd person rite now) it because the omegle thingy! :'(

February 2010

this february kinda hars for me,why? first of all now facebook is full of "alay" people,okay i dont mean to sound sarcastic but that "alay" it's going out of limit, for example there was this guy who spamming my fb message with a nasty word!! and now when i tried to set some privacy on my fb but it doesn't work! uuugh fb it's full of sh*t now! not yet..and now my wall is full of this emoticon thingy and is useless! my account even send this emoticon to my senior that infact i didn't send them at all,okay now i started consider to deactivated my fb account!!...just F*CK FACEBOOK!

and second,i just dont get it why people is so obsessed with valentine's day? it just dont make sense,i mean we have to share our love everyday isn't it? okay now i sounds desperated,umm..i mean it's not because i've got an unrequited love with "sapi" and the truth that jojo had an "htsan" with this random girls that he meet on the pool and the fact that my closest relationship is with my notebook!(okay now i just sounds really desperated)but seriously i just can get my head to this guy! oh god why i just cant get over him? he's just an ordinaryIMMATUREpervertEFFINGjerk man for godsake! yeaaa except for his charming smile and good sense of humor and the way he looked at me and the way he still can catch my mind even i tried to forget him for 8 months! ooo yeaah yeaah now i sounds like a desperatedlilgirlwhoneedacounsulartofixherloveproblems

and third,what's wrong with this school! mrs.Herning is not teaching in our school again and she was replaced by this "solo" teacher who like to self-abuse the city people,i mean she was like"emang kamu pernah apa naik becak? kirain orang jakarta blm pernah" and then"ooh disini ada juga ya delman,bukannya perkotaan ga ada kyk gituan ya" okay dude,i know this 21 century but wake up! your in indonesia now okaaay,everyone know what becak is and what delman is okay..it's like the most traditional vehicles that's indonesia have..

but anyway,i try to adapt with this month i know is kinda hars but i think i have to through it all afterall...
okaay c u in the next post bubye..

it's been 8 months

yeah it's been eight months since i wrote my last blog,i know it's been a while..yea you know laah busiest person on earth ahaha(kidding) but seriously i dont have time to write this blog again after my(fuckin)hardest exam in my junior year! anyway,many events that happening during my 8 months(off blog),many laughter,happiness,cried,sadness,angry,affection etc on my junior year,but now i just want to tell you several point(that i still remembered)about my 8 months:
-i've dengue fever
-i've a chicken pox
-THE ALL AMERICAN REJECT CONCERT(with dika and her friend(i forgot her name-.- huhu sorry))
-i meet a guy named angga in cindy's
-dio(accidentally)ruin my life again
-i had a fight with angga(until now..i guess)
-saman competition in 70 shs(we've lost-.-)
-injas broke up with aldy
-GENDI'S birthday party
-afila is oficially arief anbiya's
-NINDY'S birthday party
-nadya have a boyfriend named dylan(but still,can't get armand out off her mind)
-nindy is oficially vito shandy's
-alissa broke up with damar
-dika meet her long life secret admire(igi)
-alissa back with damar
-disty had this hot swedish guy that she met on twitter
-i meet up again with jojo(yea i know‾з‾)
-i had IPOD TOUCH
-"the guys" that gendis had a crush on(evidently)had a crush on gendis too
-"sapi"or"nanas"or whhatever you wanted to call(suddenly)speak to me again and(litellary)texted me and ask me to online msn at 7 pm :D
-i lost IPOD TOUCH
-aditr helped me to found my ipod(but failed)
-ADEVINAIRA'S birthday party
-DITA'S birthday
-DENISHA'S birthday party
-saw jojo's fb and find out he has another"gebetan"
-and(again) lost contact with jojo
-i know who stole my ipod(it's a cleaning service lady(god,i forgot her name!))
-chat with "sapi" on msn until(14 feb)(anyway happy FUCKLENTINE DAY'S)
-waited "sapi" for 5 hours on msn and bust up with nothing(he even don't greet me)
-and now,im on my moms crib tried to wrote my blog again..
yea i think thats for now,actually theyre still many manny story that i wanted to tell,but blame my brain that couldnt remember it..teehee okay well c u next time!

you didn't think i finished my post without a pict did u? hehe,here's some picture from denisha and vinadeira birthday! enjoyed..

ADEVINAIRA'S birthday bash @ amore



DENISHA'S AND DITA'S surprise birthday @ school